The girl walked out the lecture hall..
She smiled.. she laughed.. she laughed at herself..
She laughed at how stupid she could be..
She laughed at how she always took things way too easy..
The sun was shining brightly..
It was so bright that it melted the ice on the street..
But it wasn't enough to brighten up her gloominess..
She walked.. and walked..
She realized..
She had reached a point where she no longer had interest in her study..
She had no longer interest in being a researcher..
She had no longer motivation to finish her study..
She walked... and walked..
The "what if" questions were popping in her head..
What would it be.. if she weren't here..
What would it be.. if she didn't exist in this world..
What would it be.. if she weren't born..
She walked.. and walked..
Without even realized it.. her tears were slowly rolling down her cheeks..
She quickly hid her face behind her hair bangs.. afraid of people noticing that she was crying..
She tried to hold back her tears..
She is no longer a little child..
She has to be strong..
But she is still a baby in heart..
A baby who needs her mommy to comfort her..
She smiled.. she laughed.. she laughed at herself..
She laughed at how stupid she could be..
She laughed at how she always took things way too easy..
The sun was shining brightly..
It was so bright that it melted the ice on the street..
But it wasn't enough to brighten up her gloominess..
She walked.. and walked..
She realized..
She had reached a point where she no longer had interest in her study..
She had no longer interest in being a researcher..
She had no longer motivation to finish her study..
She walked... and walked..
The "what if" questions were popping in her head..
What would it be.. if she weren't here..
What would it be.. if she didn't exist in this world..
What would it be.. if she weren't born..
She walked.. and walked..
Without even realized it.. her tears were slowly rolling down her cheeks..
She quickly hid her face behind her hair bangs.. afraid of people noticing that she was crying..
She tried to hold back her tears..
She is no longer a little child..
She has to be strong..
But she is still a baby in heart..
A baby who needs her mommy to comfort her..
P.S. : “Italy, and the spring and first love all together should suffice to make the gloomiest person happy.” ~ Bertrand Russel ~
2 comments:
hey baby... =P
- if u weren't here, i would never know that chubbiness could look so cute
- if u weren't here, i would never know who obama is -_-'
- if u weren't here, i would nvr know that "eatable" was supposed to be "edible"
- if u weren't here, i would never be grateful that i didn't major in chemistry =P (oh, c'mon!)
- if u weren't here, i didn't have my own sunshine (meta mentari?)
- if u weren't here, i would be snobbish that i thought my 102 iBT TOEFL was awesome (oh, c'mon!) =P <-- this one's totally a joke -_-'
oh i still could go on with lots of things...but let's not get too sentimental ok?! huahaha... yea right, duh?!
happy valentine's day once again met! i don't know what's got into me -_-' perhaps i consumed too much schokolade *sigh*
do u really need to mention "chubby"?
chocolate? did u get chocolate from mr. 3-letter-name?? ;P
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