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Welcome 2011..

It's 2011 already.. Happy new year everyone..
oh.. how I miss my blog.. yes.. I admit that I've abandoned this blog for too long..
I don't blame the internet connection this time.. it's just me.. I don't feel like writing, sharing or anything..
I've just realized, actually I have some posts that I haven't published yet.. even there are some posts that I haven't finished..
So after this I'll re-read them and maybe I'll publish the posts.. maybe.. hehehe..

Year 2011.. honestly it doesn't feel like it's 2011.. I don't know.. it just feels the same as 2010..
maybe it's because of the fact that I didn't celebrate it..
yesterday I only went to church to attend the new year's eve mass.. then I went home.. flipped through channel.. saw the countdown.. and continued watching movie.. that was it.. nothing really special..

Time does fly really fast.. it feels like I just came back from Berlin yesterday.. but no.. it's been 4 months already.. and I'm still jobless.. hyahahaha..
I actually planned to apply for grad school.. but I don't think I'm ready for it..
so I try to find a job first.. if there is any.. -___-;;

I don't have any resolution for this year.. I mean I'm a hardcore procrastinator.. so what's the point of having resolution list when I hardly do the list..
I just wanna be a better person.. and do better this year.. learn from last year mistakes.. yups.. that sounds pretty good to me..

P.S. : "The object of a new year is not that we should have a new year. It is that we should have a new soul" ~G. K. Chesterton~