21.9.10

Sweet memories..

Someone forced me to do this.. Hehehe.. Naaahh.. I promised her to write sumthing about her.. And vice versa.. I planned to do this homework when I was still in Berlin due to the fact that I have super lame internet connection in Jakarta.. But I was busy with packing and stuff back then.. So here I am writing this as I promised her..
Warning: This is gonna be a long post.. So be prepared my friend!

Yunita Wongso Dw* Pa***i.. Yes.. I still remember her full name.. - think she's gonna flip out after reading that I just mentioned her full name.. U have a pretty name, young lady! *the owner of the name mentioned above asked me to censor her full name so that nobody can google her*

I met her for the first time at my dorm's common room.. "That's Juni's sister,"sumone told me.. I had heard the rumor about Juni's sister coming to Berlin before.. She wore winnie the pooh t-shirt at that time.. Honestly.. I didn't pay too much attention to the person who was wearing it.. Since pooh was more attratctive.. Hehehe
Btw Nit, do u still remember what we did back then? Here are some clues.. Debo, magazines, guys.. Hohoho.. Ring a bell?

On one gloomy day (at least for me), we chatted on msn.. Question! How on earth did I get ur msn? Actually.. I just random picked whoever was online on msn that day and Nita was the lucky one.. (You should be proud Nit.. Hahahaha) but I think we were still awkward at that time..

One fine day.. We finally went on our "first date".. Errrr.. This sounds really wrong.. But whatever.. Hahahahahaha.. We went to Impala.. (I miss Impala already.. One small elephant vanilla please!) I lent her my notes from my German course.. (Btw, I couldn't find the damn things anymore.. Did someone borrow those notes?) Honestly.. I couldn't recall what we were talking about.. (I surely need ginkgo biloba..) Nit, was that when we came besties?

As far as I remember after that we hung out pretty often, rite? Mostly we studied together.. Yes study..at Hugendubel, Starbucks, FU Bibliothek, where else? Me with my chemistry text books and notes.. Nita with her dictionary and literature books..
Nit, do u still remember? Once u studied at my place while I was busy decorating my ikea photo frames.. Hehehe.. In the end we went to Impala, u still studied while I was enjoying my time.. I helped u a bit tho..well at least I thought so..

Apart from study, we also went together for lunch, shopping, to movies, photo hunting, even just for coffee break. Ouuu..don't forget our trip visiting the doctors.. Nita was my gabbing partner in Berlin..we talked about everything..like eveeerrrryyyything.. She told me that I talked like a teenager.. -__-;; and it seemed that when we were together something weird happened.. The guy at Potsdamer Platz with his annoyed gf was epic.. Btw, how's that Bible study guy at Potsdam doing?

Gosh.. I really have a lot to tell about this one super friend of mine.. I seriously can go on and on and on and on.. She is a really good friend..best friend I would say.. Altho we are *beep* years apart.. I don't feel any generation gap.. Even when I was in a bad mood, her existence can really cheer me up.. I always felt comfie when I was with her.. She often told me "u're smart" and I hate it.. I am not smart Nit! Duh!? (This goes out to all of people who have ever said that to me too)

Now we are miles apart.. I cannot reach her in 15 minutes.. We cannot say.. Let's meet up at Potsdamer Platz..or I'll meet u at Wittenberg Platz..or let's go for lunch, what would u like to eat..
I knew this time would come..but not this soon.. Honestly.. I wasn't ready to say goodbye.. But hey..life goes on.. I have to face the fact that I have to talk to her via bbm.. (Thx to the mentality of Indonesian)
Nit.. I hope we can still be besties when we meet in future.. I hope u would still be the same or even better Nita.. I wish u all the best luck in the world.. And hope that u could find Mr. Ben.. Introduce him to me, u need my approval first.. Hahaha
Thx for being a part of my sucky life in Berlin, Nit! *big hug*

P.S.: "Remember, this is not real! Cyber world is the real one!" ~Nita and Meta~

3.9.10

Bachelor of Science...

Yes.. after a long 4 and a half years.. I finally got my bachelor degree.. hurray..

Just like Tablo said, the fastest way to get out of school is either expulsion or graduation.. In my case.. I chose graduation..

I didn't do very well in my defense, I was panic and I just couldn't think.. I went blank.. nothing came into my mind..

After it was done, I was told to wait outside while they decided my grade.. And after I walked out the door.. everything came back into my mind.. I knew this was coming..

But hey.. life goes on.. honestly.. I don't really care about my grade.. I mean.. I just wanna effing graduate.. that's my goal.. but it seems that grade does matter for some people.. and especially for grad school..

Now I'm already in Jakarta.. with this super slow internet connection.. yes.. I left Berlin for good..

I've never thought that I would leave Berlin this soon.. okay.. I've always wanted to leave Germany as soon as possible..

but.. I think this is just too soon..

Honestly, I wasn't ready.. and I still feel I'm not ready..

I have this love-hate relationship with Berlin and I"m still not ready to end this relationship.. hehehehe..


So.. I finally got my bachelor degree.. and next?

I have no idea what I'm going to do.. I really don't..

I wanna continue my study.. because I think bachelor degree is not enough to survive in reality..

My sister told me to continue in US.. and I am tempted to do what she said..

but the nearest university to her place are UC Berkeley and Stanford..

Sis, u knoe what..ur little sister is not qualified enough to apply for grad school there..

Only miracle can make that happen.. and I'm not a 100% miracle believer..


P.S.: So long Berlin.. hope to see you again..