23.2.09

Aku suka kamu..

A friend of mine.. let say his name Andy.. ;P I knew that he has learned some Indonesian.. since Indah were in charge in organic lab.. So sometimes he kinda said sumthing in Indonesian to me.. like.. "Selamat Pagi".. "Apa kabar?".. I even taught him to say "Aku suka sushi".. hehehe
Last Friday I asked him what else he had learned.. and all of sudden.. he said.. "Aku suka kamu."
I was laughing my ass off.. ok.. not really.. since I was in lecture hall and surrounded by people..
He had no idea why I was laughing.. and if I didn't mishear.. he thought he made mistake with grammar.. btw, how did u know that phrase??
Andy.. no.. it wasn't wrong at all.. but the meaning of the sentence.. anyone who speaks Indonesian.. please do correct me if I'm wrong..
As far I know.. when a guy tells a girl "Aku suka kamu.".. it means that he likes her.. as in asking her to be his girlfriend..
So Andy.. I don't think it is a brilliant idea to say that to other girl.. esp. when your girlfriend is rite next to you.. (OMG.. I am still laughing my ass off..)
Jeannie.. don't get me wrong.. and please do tell him if you read this.. ^_^

P.S. : I'm trying to organize my time-table for next semester.. I feel like my head's going to explode.. -_-;;

18.2.09

Insomnia battle...*updated*

no.. it's not battle between me and insomnia.. me? insomnia? it's so impossible..
I fall asleep easily as soon as my head touches my pillow.. hahahaha..
okay.. this is not sumthing to be proud of.. -_-;;
just wanna know what you guys think about this..
which one do you prefer..??

this one is the original version by Craig David..(kyaaaa... I'm fan-girling rite now..)


credit:uploader


And this one is the remake version.. yes it's in Korean.. I heard that he was asked to make the Korean version of the song.. btw, this guy's name is Wheesung.. He's supposed to be a famous singer or producer or whatever in Korea.. (Now with English subtitle..)


credit: wondersmurf


So.. who's the winner? for me.. I definitely go for Craig David.. hehehe.. I'm Craig-David-biased..
okay..okay.. I have to be fair..
The Korean version is not that bad.. he did do a great job.. but it just sounds funny.. I mean.. I'm used to the English version and I do not understand Korean like at all..
so it just sounds weird.. ^_^;
The English version.. what can I say.. It's Craig David for heaven's sake.. hahahaha.. I'm still biased..
What do you think??

P.S. : I have PC 4 exam tomorrow.. wish me luck.. I'm freaking out..T_T

P.P.S. : After listening for like 5 times straight.. the Korean version is really not bad at all.. since the song itself is pretty catchy..

16.2.09

r u addicted to facebook?

I found this interesting article this morning.. yes.. like 2 hours before exam..
this is exactly why I'm so gonna fail successfully.. -_-;;
Why is it interesting??
Because I know a few people who are addicted to facebook.. hehehe.. you know who you are..
I do have a facebook account.. I do change my status quite often.. I do look at people's profile and photos.. but I don't think I'm addicted to facebook.. how about you?

Well.. like I already mentioned above.. I had exam today.. inorganic chemistry 1: chemistry of metals.. (I'm not sure if this is the rite translation)
I also had 2 exams last week.. physical chemistry 3 and organic chemistry 2 part 2..
do you guys notice.. my subjects are always ended with chemistry.. please do remind me.. why the heck do I study chemistry?
I think I'm gonna fail in pc 3.. since I did a lot of small mistakes.. well.. if you add up those small tiny mistakes.. they become one huge mistake.. well.. just wait and see..*finger crossed*
and guess what.. I passed the freaking oc 2 exam!!!!!!! It's freaking unbelievable.. the result was already online since like friday night.. as in midnight.. but my matriculation number was not on the list.. so I asked my other friends, who also took the exam.. they said theirs were on the list..
So I sent e-mail to my prof.. and he just replied it today.. he overlooked.. he meant that it was almost midnight.. then he wrote that I passed..
I almost died in happiness.. ok.. I didn't get a super great score.. but whatever!!!!!
I passed!!!!!!!!! o^_^o

P.S. : I still have exam on thursday tho.. and look what I'm doing.. well done!!!

13.2.09

one gloomy day..

The girl walked out the lecture hall..
She smiled.. she laughed.. she laughed at herself..
She laughed at how stupid she could be..
She laughed at how she always took things way too easy..

The sun was shining brightly..
It was so bright that it melted the ice on the street..
But it wasn't enough to brighten up her gloominess..

She walked.. and walked..
She realized..
She had reached a point where she no longer had interest in her study..
She had no longer interest in being a researcher..
She had no longer motivation to finish her study..

She walked... and walked..
The "what if" questions were popping in her head..
What would it be.. if she weren't here..
What would it be.. if she didn't exist in this world..
What would it be.. if she weren't born..

She walked.. and walked..
Without even realized it.. her tears were slowly rolling down her cheeks..
She quickly hid her face behind her hair bangs.. afraid of people noticing that she was crying..
She tried to hold back her tears..

She is no longer a little child..
She has to be strong..
But she is still a baby in heart..
A baby who needs her mommy to comfort her..

P.S. : “Italy, and the spring and first love all together should suffice to make the gloomiest person happy.” ~ Bertrand Russel ~

9.2.09

What am I doing?

Less than 10 hours I will have my 1st exam.. yes.. I will have exam-marathon starting tomorrow..
What on earth am I doing??
I do really have bad feelings.. T_T
I think I will forget all the things that I've tried to cram into my head..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........*panic mode on*
I really think I'm gonna have a mental breakdown tomorrow..
I just hope I won't bite people after the freaking exam...
so people.. get out of my way tomorrow.. for your own safety..*bite..bite..*
wish me luck!!!

P.S. : I got paper cuts all over my hands..

8.2.09

25 random things about me..

it's just sumthing that I posted on facebook last Friday..

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.

1. Irvine say tagged me, so I think I'm supposed to do this.

2. I am procrastinating rite now.

3. I still have 4 exams, instead of studying.. I am doing this..-_-;;

4. I have no motivation to study.

5. I'm majoring in chemistry by the way.

6. But I suck at chemistry.

7. I live in Berlin.

8. But I hate being here.

9. I am suicidal.

10. I always think, the best way to kill my self.

11. But the process to commit suicide is always painful.

12. So I always chicken out of the idea of committing suicide.

13. I don't go out that often.

14. I rarely socialize with people.

15. I think I'm becoming an introvert person.

16. I have my own way of thinking.

17. I create my own world.

18. I get irritated easily.

19. I don't like annoying people.

20. My face doesn't lie when I get annoyed.

21. I need to lose weight.

22. But I suck at diet.

23. I really want to get rid of my chubby cheeks.

24. Although I realize that would never happen.

25. I'm gonna tag 25 people.

Here's the thing.. there are people who are worried about me.. esp. about the suicidal things.. I really am thankful.. it does mean that there are indeed people out there who still care about me..
but I think I have to make it clear..
the list was just sumthing that came out from a person who has 4 exams in the next two weeks and she definitely is freaking out..
so.. don't worry.. read number 12.. ^_^

P.S. : And that person is still procrastinating.. -_-;;

3.2.09

I feel so old..*updated*

Okay.. for real.. just now.. I really knew what I wanted to write.. but..pufffff... it's gone..
Let's start by wishing happy birthday..
First...to Maria.. happy birthday.. I know that having birthday in the middle of exams week sucks.. and attending a 8-o'clock-in-the-morning-lecture on your birthday is not a really good idea.. but still.. hope u enjoy your birthday.. Gosh..you're still 20.. I feel so freaking old...

Next..to Cho Kyuhyun..

Gosh.. this guy is a lot prettier than me..-_-;;

I don't know him personally.. but I'm really such a huuuuuge fan of his voice.. his voice really melts my heart.. okay.. I guess I'm a bit exaggerating.. (fan-girling mode on) Gosh... he's still 21 and he has a great voice... >_< Here are some videos of him.. Enjoy!!

1. A whole new world by Charice Pempenco and Kyuhyun
This is the first time I saw him.. My cousin showed me this video..well he wanted to show me the girl though.. when I first saw this I was like.. wow.. that girl is freaking awesome.. and.. the korean guy is also not bad..

credit: hannon09housho

2. Kyuhyun - Snail
I just love his voice in this song.. never get tired listening to this...

credit: XtinaMaria

3. Super Junior KRY with Dong Hae sing I have a lover
I like it when he sings the high notes..

credit: XtinaMaria

4. She's gone by super junior
I have no idea what they're singing.. my fave part is when he hit the high notes.. at 3:48 u can hear the "aaaaaa...".. that's him.. hehehe..

credit: kpopcorner

I think I'd better stop now.. I still need to review a few things.. a few?? I still HAVE to review LOTSA things..

P.S. : Nita... congratulations on your "new home".. I'm waiting for the house warming party..^_^