You are my star...

... I'm your number 1 fan. Baby please, take my hand..
I think I've posted this video before.. but I wanna post it again because..
I miss Epik High so bad.. T_T
Mithra and DJ Tukutz are still in the army.. and Tablo is MIA.. T_T

Epik High - Fan

P.S.: "Some lessons are only delivered in the form of pain" ~ Tablo

Happy 1st Anniversary..

... to Debo and Abang.. hihihi.. wow.. it's been a year since you guys got married..
ouu.. it means that it's been a year since I humiliated myself in front of a lot of people.. -___-;;

Yeah.. failed.. big time..

I guess time does really fly..
It means also that it's been almost a year since I graduated.. and I still have no idea what I wanna do with my life..
Grad school? yes.. I do wanna pursue my study.. but I've never thought that finding the rite grad school is so freaking hard.. Maybe it is because I still don't know what I want to study.. where I want to study.. -___-;;
It's so typically me.. I know I'm such an indecisive person..
Scholarship? yes I also do want to apply for scholarship.. but I don't have that super perfect GPA..
Job? arrgghh.. I don't wanna talk about it.. next!!
See.. my life is so complicated.. and I think it is because of me.. I make my life complicated..
and then again the what-if-questions came up.. and this time the I-wish-statements tagged along..

this is one of my I-wish-statements.. I wish I had the money I wanna travel the world.. starting from Indonesia.. I do think that Indonesia has a lot of beautiful place to visit..
ouu.. I wish I had a sophisticated camera, that would be a perfect match with the first I-wish-statement.. but my mom said no! She wouldn't allow me to buy a sophisticated camera.. She said I would abandon the camera as soon as I get bored.. hahahaha..
I think I just have to bury my dream to be a photographer.. hmmm.. although.. there was one person who told me that I looked like a photographer.. hohoho..
ok.. focus! I just stick to scientist.. speaking of scientist.. I haven't finished my book "The Grand Design" by Stephen Hawking.. hahaha.. I bought the book like 3 months ago.. maybe it's the contents.. or maybe it's the language.. or maybe it's the fact that I don't like physics.. or maybe it's just me, who's not smart enough to understand.. ok.. I'll blame the language, I think I could understand better if I read the English version.. ;p what an alibi.. huahahahahaha...
No.. it's not that I'm not proud of my mother tongue.. it's just that sometime the translation is just not rite.. as in.. it cannot explain as good as the original (English) version.. yeah whatever..
ok.. to make it simpler.. I'm not that smart enough to understand what Stephen Hawking wrote.. there.. happy?

P.S.: "It is not clear that intelligence has any long-term survival value" ~Stephen Hawking~

Bali Trip..

I just got back from Bali.. again.. this time not for wedding.. it's just that my aunt asked me and my mom to go with her so that my grandma would go to Bali..and due to the fact that we would stay at my mom's friend's house.. however... my grandma fell like a few days before the trip.. so she cancelled the trip because she said that she still had headache..
But actually it was a good thing that she didn't come along..

I ended up helping my cousin's wife baby sitting the boys.. we went to Bali Zoo.. ouu.. an interesting fact.. the entrance ticket price for locals and foreigners is different.. it is a lot cheaper for locals.. at first we were quite surprised to see that the price was actually in USD and it was quite pricey.. thank God we're locals.. hahaha..
The zoo was okay.. Maybe it was because of the boys.. they were like really excited.. so it made me a little bit excited too.. going to the zoo with kids did give a different vibe..

Look how fascinated the boys are..

After lunch we went to the Monkey Forest.. and the drama happened.. My cousin's wife got bitten by a monkey.. this wasn't my first time going to this monkey place.. I've been to this kinda place before.. but this was my first time witnessing a monkey bit someone.. I think I heard that one of the boys hit the monkey when the monkey jumped to their mom's back.. maybe that was why.. I dunno..

So the next day.. the boys wanted to go to the beach.. actually they wanted to go swimming.. not entirely swimming.. they wanted to go to the water park kinda thing..then I said.. "I can't go with you.. I can't swim" In the end we went to the beach.. because the boys wanted to build sand castle.. at first we went to Dreamland, but the wave was too high, so it was kinda scary to let the boys play there.. then we went to Nusa Dua.. we started to unpack our belongings.. but then a security came to us and asked us to move to another area, because this area were for Grand Hyatt's customer only and we were not..
What funny was.. I didn't know that my other cousin was actually staying at Grand Hyatt... I just found out the day after we kicked out by the security guy.. hahaha..

The last 4 days of the trip were filled with eating and shopping.. hahaha.. yes.. another episode of diet screwing.. -___-;; ouuuw.. I found a cute t-shirt.. a poo printed t-shirt.. I fell in love with the t-shirt at the first sight.. too bad it was a male t-shirt.. ouuu...ouuuu.. I should've bought the smallest size.. yea rite.. smart me! I think my mom will give the poo t-shirt to someone else.. booooo...Dear the future owner of the t-shirt.. please take good care of it.. *I will upload the pic later*

I wish this were mine.. :(

In conclusion, I have to be on a strict diet thanks to the trip.. and my skin is indeed darker than before.. *sigh*

P.S.: "Dieting is not a piece of cake." ~Unknown~