Meri kurisimasu!!

Have yourself a merry little Christmas..happy holiday everyone..






P.S.: I'm going to the 12 o'clock mass.. I just hope I could stay awake..>_<

chemistry?? why??

You Are Chemistry

Of all the types, you are the most "mad scientist." You love to really get to the essence of how things work. You are also a total brainiac and good at crunching out equations. You are very detail oriented. You understand concepts and theories well. You are capable of very abstract thought. You are inventive and creative. You might create a drug to make everyone smarter or come up with a totally new food flavor!

What Field of Science Are You?

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P.S.: so.. is this really my destiny? >_<;

yumm..fudge brownie..

You Are a Fudge Brownie

You are outgoing and very friendly. You enjoy talking with people, and you always can find something to say. You're never self-conscious, even when you embarrass yourself a little bit. You figure it's all part of the life experience. You are truly comfortable in your own skin. You know you're not perfect, but who is really? Because you're happy with yourself, you're able to be warm to those around you. You are a natural conversationalist and a true friend.

What Kind of Brownie Are You?

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P.S.: what do u think? what do u think? am I really like that? I don't think so..

gloom..

I'm quite not in the mood of writing things. I sometimes still write so-not-important-things on my other blog.. and I also still keep tweeting..
The reason why I don't write that often is.. I kinda felt miserable lately..
When I feel this way.. it is not a good idea to write.. since everything I write will sound gloomy.. depressed.. suicidal.. *sigh*
So I'd rather save it for my self.. or else I would be sent to a psychiatrist..

I've been reading someone's blog since yesterday.. The blog belonged to Daul Kim. She was a top model. She was found dead in her apartment in Paris. She was only 20 years old. It was said that she committed suicide.
I didn't even know her until I read the news about her death.. then I found out that she had a blog.
Somehow I enjoyed reading her blog.. and I like her style as in how she dressed herself.
It's such a pity that her life had to end like this..
RIP Daul Kim..

P.S. : the fact that the sun hides itself quite early these days doesn't help my mood to become a little brighter..

I'm gonna dress up as a cute puppy..

You Should Dress Up As a Dog

You are a friendly, playful person who embraces life heartily. You are truly carefree and able to live in the moment. You can be a bit suspicious of strangers at times, but you are always welcoming of old friends. You are intelligent and sensitive. You tend to know what people need from you, and you're happy to help them out. You are very loyal and selfless. You are content to be a good friend... no strings attached.

What Animal Should You Dress Up As?

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P.S. : yes.. I'm procrastinating..>_<;;

Lazy Saturday..

I knoe.. I knoe.. I've abandoned this blog since like forever.. blame it on the dial-up internet connection in Jakarta..

So...yes.. I'm back to my real life..back to the damn cold Berlin..
my lab days has already begun.. and I'm so unmotivated and scared as hell at the same time..
my 1st experiment is already such a failure.. I have to do it from scratch again.. and I don't have that much time.. for real.. I only have like 3 and a half weeks left.. and I still haven't finished my first 2 experiments.. I'm so dead.. >_<;; I really have this bad feeling, that I would fail this lab course.. T_T

Anyway.. Nita and I made 떡볶이 (ddukbokki)..err..yeah whatever the spelling is.. it's basically hot and spicy rice cake.. Nita has been craving for this since she heard that Lena was coming.. (based on what Nita said) Unfortunately.. Lena ended up not coming for some reasons.. So.. I was forced to make ddukbokki.. but I think in the end Nita was the one who made it.. ou..ou.. when we put the rice cake into the boiled water.. we also put the preservatives thing.. hahaha.. I just hope none of us will get food poisoning.. Peggy also joined us..well.. Juni, Sugih and his gf also joined us..but then they left earlier.. Nita and Peggy stayed for a while to have latte machiato flavoured tea.. whoa.. it's been a while since I had my "girls nite out".. it was fun..

Since I had fun today.. it means that I have to be a nerd tomorrow.. yes.. I have to do my assignments and stuff!! *sigh*

P.S. : This is what ddukbokki supposed to look like.. we forgot to take a pic of our home-made ddukbokki..-_-;;

Jakarta here I am..

I've been in Jakarta since 2 weeks ago.. I've been working for 2 weeks..

yups.. I started my internship rite away...

it was actually fun.. but it was effing tiring..

I haven't... not even once.. left the lab (yes.. my office is lab) on time..

I'm supposod to work from 8 am to 4:30 pm.. but I just can forget the idea of leaving at 4:30 sharp.. I don't think it will happen..

I haven't met my friends either.. Every weekend I feel like doing nothing.. I just wanna stay at home and sleep the whole day.. and of course it won't happen either.. since I need to go to the malls.. hihihihihi...

Yesterday I went to Senci.. finally.. and I met my uncle and auntie with their kids.. gosh.. my cousins are like different.. as far as I remember they were still young and young.. they grew up like a lot.. I feel so damn old..

Strangely.. I think we can get along really well.. huahahaha...

My little cousin even has a boyfriend now.. hihihihi..

P.S.: *sigh* It seems that I'm not that young anymore..