ouu.. it means that it's been a year since I humiliated myself in front of a lot of people.. -___-;;
Yeah.. failed.. big time..I guess time does really fly..
It means also that it's been almost a year since I graduated.. and I still have no idea what I wanna do with my life..
Grad school? yes.. I do wanna pursue my study.. but I've never thought that finding the rite grad school is so freaking hard.. Maybe it is because I still don't know what I want to study.. where I want to study.. -___-;;
It's so typically me.. I know I'm such an indecisive person..
Scholarship? yes I also do want to apply for scholarship.. but I don't have that super perfect GPA..
Job? arrgghh.. I don't wanna talk about it.. next!!
See.. my life is so complicated.. and I think it is because of me.. I make my life complicated..
and then again the what-if-questions came up.. and this time the I-wish-statements tagged along..
this is one of my I-wish-statements.. I wish I had the money I wanna travel the world.. starting from Indonesia.. I do think that Indonesia has a lot of beautiful place to visit..
ouu.. I wish I had a sophisticated camera, that would be a perfect match with the first I-wish-statement.. but my mom said no! She wouldn't allow me to buy a sophisticated camera.. She said I would abandon the camera as soon as I get bored.. hahahaha..
I think I just have to bury my dream to be a photographer.. hmmm.. although.. there was one person who told me that I looked like a photographer.. hohoho..
ok.. focus! I just stick to scientist.. speaking of scientist.. I haven't finished my book "The Grand Design" by Stephen Hawking.. hahaha.. I bought the book like 3 months ago.. maybe it's the contents.. or maybe it's the language.. or maybe it's the fact that I don't like physics.. or maybe it's just me, who's not smart enough to understand.. ok.. I'll blame the language, I think I could understand better if I read the English version.. ;p what an alibi.. huahahahahaha...
No.. it's not that I'm not proud of my mother tongue.. it's just that sometime the translation is just not rite.. as in.. it cannot explain as good as the original (English) version.. yeah whatever..
ok.. to make it simpler.. I'm not that smart enough to understand what Stephen Hawking wrote.. there.. happy?
P.S.: "It is not clear that intelligence has any long-term survival value" ~Stephen Hawking~
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