Meri kurisimasu!!

Have yourself a merry little Christmas..happy holiday everyone..






P.S.: I'm going to the 12 o'clock mass.. I just hope I could stay awake..>_<

chemistry?? why??

You Are Chemistry

Of all the types, you are the most "mad scientist." You love to really get to the essence of how things work. You are also a total brainiac and good at crunching out equations. You are very detail oriented. You understand concepts and theories well. You are capable of very abstract thought. You are inventive and creative. You might create a drug to make everyone smarter or come up with a totally new food flavor!

What Field of Science Are You?

Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.

P.S.: so.. is this really my destiny? >_<;

yumm..fudge brownie..

You Are a Fudge Brownie

You are outgoing and very friendly. You enjoy talking with people, and you always can find something to say. You're never self-conscious, even when you embarrass yourself a little bit. You figure it's all part of the life experience. You are truly comfortable in your own skin. You know you're not perfect, but who is really? Because you're happy with yourself, you're able to be warm to those around you. You are a natural conversationalist and a true friend.

What Kind of Brownie Are You?

Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.

P.S.: what do u think? what do u think? am I really like that? I don't think so..

gloom..

I'm quite not in the mood of writing things. I sometimes still write so-not-important-things on my other blog.. and I also still keep tweeting..
The reason why I don't write that often is.. I kinda felt miserable lately..
When I feel this way.. it is not a good idea to write.. since everything I write will sound gloomy.. depressed.. suicidal.. *sigh*
So I'd rather save it for my self.. or else I would be sent to a psychiatrist..

I've been reading someone's blog since yesterday.. The blog belonged to Daul Kim. She was a top model. She was found dead in her apartment in Paris. She was only 20 years old. It was said that she committed suicide.
I didn't even know her until I read the news about her death.. then I found out that she had a blog.
Somehow I enjoyed reading her blog.. and I like her style as in how she dressed herself.
It's such a pity that her life had to end like this..
RIP Daul Kim..

P.S. : the fact that the sun hides itself quite early these days doesn't help my mood to become a little brighter..

I'm gonna dress up as a cute puppy..

You Should Dress Up As a Dog

You are a friendly, playful person who embraces life heartily. You are truly carefree and able to live in the moment. You can be a bit suspicious of strangers at times, but you are always welcoming of old friends. You are intelligent and sensitive. You tend to know what people need from you, and you're happy to help them out. You are very loyal and selfless. You are content to be a good friend... no strings attached.

What Animal Should You Dress Up As?

Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

P.S. : yes.. I'm procrastinating..>_<;;

Lazy Saturday..

I knoe.. I knoe.. I've abandoned this blog since like forever.. blame it on the dial-up internet connection in Jakarta..

So...yes.. I'm back to my real life..back to the damn cold Berlin..
my lab days has already begun.. and I'm so unmotivated and scared as hell at the same time..
my 1st experiment is already such a failure.. I have to do it from scratch again.. and I don't have that much time.. for real.. I only have like 3 and a half weeks left.. and I still haven't finished my first 2 experiments.. I'm so dead.. >_<;; I really have this bad feeling, that I would fail this lab course.. T_T

Anyway.. Nita and I made 떡볶이 (ddukbokki)..err..yeah whatever the spelling is.. it's basically hot and spicy rice cake.. Nita has been craving for this since she heard that Lena was coming.. (based on what Nita said) Unfortunately.. Lena ended up not coming for some reasons.. So.. I was forced to make ddukbokki.. but I think in the end Nita was the one who made it.. ou..ou.. when we put the rice cake into the boiled water.. we also put the preservatives thing.. hahaha.. I just hope none of us will get food poisoning.. Peggy also joined us..well.. Juni, Sugih and his gf also joined us..but then they left earlier.. Nita and Peggy stayed for a while to have latte machiato flavoured tea.. whoa.. it's been a while since I had my "girls nite out".. it was fun..

Since I had fun today.. it means that I have to be a nerd tomorrow.. yes.. I have to do my assignments and stuff!! *sigh*

P.S. : This is what ddukbokki supposed to look like.. we forgot to take a pic of our home-made ddukbokki..-_-;;

Jakarta here I am..

I've been in Jakarta since 2 weeks ago.. I've been working for 2 weeks..

yups.. I started my internship rite away...

it was actually fun.. but it was effing tiring..

I haven't... not even once.. left the lab (yes.. my office is lab) on time..

I'm supposod to work from 8 am to 4:30 pm.. but I just can forget the idea of leaving at 4:30 sharp.. I don't think it will happen..

I haven't met my friends either.. Every weekend I feel like doing nothing.. I just wanna stay at home and sleep the whole day.. and of course it won't happen either.. since I need to go to the malls.. hihihihihi...

Yesterday I went to Senci.. finally.. and I met my uncle and auntie with their kids.. gosh.. my cousins are like different.. as far as I remember they were still young and young.. they grew up like a lot.. I feel so damn old..

Strangely.. I think we can get along really well.. huahahaha...

My little cousin even has a boyfriend now.. hihihihi..

P.S.: *sigh* It seems that I'm not that young anymore..

Jakarta here I come..

I'm flying back to Jakarta today.. yuhuuu.. after 3 years..
Oooo.. I'm so freaking excited and scared at the same time..
I'm gonna be in Jakarta for like 2 months..
Since I have to do an internship.. so it's not like I have 2 months of holiday..
but it's ok.. I really look forward to doing my internship tho..
One thing that make me quite sad is that I can't skype with my sis for 2 months..T_T
I'm so gonna miss fan girling with my sis..

Yesterday I went out for lunch with my 2 besties.. it was fun.. but I think yesterday was not my day.. at least with machine.. I really had problems with machine, computer and stuff...
First.. The stupid me forgot to take out my card from the machine after I paid the freaking GEZ..
And I just realized that I didn't have my card at 5 or so.. and of course the bank was already close..
So I had to make a phone call to the service thingy.. and of course the one who answered the call was a machine.. and here goes the second one..
This lady voice said I had to say "service" if I was a customer.. I did.. like 3 times.. but the effing lady said.."Im sorry I don't understand" sumthing like that.. Then Peggy tried to say it.. and it worked.. the lady recognized Peggy's "service"... LADY R U EFFING KIDDING ME?????
Ok.. so the card thingy was done.. I just blocked my card.. just to make sure.. Actually if we forget to take out our card from the machine.. after 20 second it will remain inside the machine..and then the card will be sent..
But I thought.. I just blocked my card.. in case I did lose it somewhere..
The third one.. I wanted to burn cd.. it really took about half an hour or so until it was done..
but then I couldn't play the cd.. R U FOR REAL????
Gosh.. from all of the days.. why did it have to be yesterday????? one day before I fly back to Jakarta? *sigh*

Okay then.. I'd better get ready.. I have to go to the bank because of my card..

P.S.: I passed most of my exam.. still waiting for the biochemistry result.. but I think I would fail..

P.P.S.: please do pay a visit to my other so-not-important-things-to-share.. it's basically when I have a quick thought and don't feel like writing too much..

I'm an ice cream sandwich..

You Are an Ice Cream Sandwich

You are well grounded, reliable, and very balanced. You love to work hard, but you also know how to take it easy. People might be surprised to know you have a very goofy side to you. You like to let loose and have fun. You just don't let yourself go too crazy!

What Frozen Treat Are You?

one more to go..

Updated list..
Exams:
1. Inorganic chemistry 3 *passed*
2. Physical chemistry 5
3. Organic chemistry 3 *passed*
4. Radiochemistry (I doubt that I would pass)
5. Biochemistry 1

Assignments:
1. Summary *submitted*
2. Commentary *submitted*

So.. one more exam.. then I fly to Jakarta.. yuhuuu...
OMG.. I passed inorganic.. I can't believe it.. huahahahaha..
I passed organic too..
Actually I could have done better.. but hey I had 3 exams in a row.. my head was about to explode back then.. So I'm pretty happy about the fact that I passed.. hahaha..
Now I have to focus on my biochemistry learning..
I still need extra brains though.. anyone??

Seeing this is really a perfect way to start my day..

credit: princekyu

P.S.: Remixing the Human Soul is gonna be my biochemistry-learning-playlist..^^ love it..

Postman Pat

It's Friday...
here is the updated list..
Exams:
1. Inorganic chemistry 3: Solid-state chemistry
2. Physical chemistry 5: Spectroscopy
3. Organic chemistry 3: Bioorganic chemistry
4. Radiochemistry
5. Biochemistry

Assigments
1. Summary
2. Commentary

For today.. I am not gonna do anything.. like not a thing.. yes.. I really need to rest my brain.. My brain is kinda over-used.. hahahaha..

Do u guys know Postman Pat? I really enjoyed this show when I was a kid..


credit: uploader

I have to admit.. it's quite weird seeing it now.. I mean the animation is kinda lame..of course.. postman pat was aired in like 1981.. originally.. but I first saw it when I was in kindergarten)
I used to adore postman pat.. I even reenacted the scene from postman pat with my polly pockets.. I created the neighborhood just like in the show.. and I reenacted what I just watched.. haha..
Ou.. I miss my childhood.. I do think I have a bunch of great childhood memories..
I was a happy kid back then..

P.S.: I think I'm gonna sleep early today..

Exams..

These are my exams for the next 3 week..starting for today.. (too lazy to translate..)
1. Anorganische Chemie 3
2. Physikalische Chemie 5
3. Organische Chemie 3
4. Radiochemie
5. Biochemie 1

And I still have 2 assignments due on July 22nd or 23rd
1. Summary
2. Commentary

Don't ask how the exam was.. -_-;;
I still have to learn for tomorrow..

P.S. : See.. life of a chemistry student isn't that easy..

I don't care..

I wish I could say that about my exams.. the problem is.. I do care about my exams.. since I won't be here the whole summer break.. again..
So I have to pass all the exams whatever it takes..
gosh.. it's been a year.. last year I did face the same problem..
So.. next week.. 3 exams in a row.. and I still have to write this commentary thingy..
I am tired as hell rite now.. I think I am about to pass out..
I still kinda have to learn though.. *sigh*

I keep repeating this song over and over again..


credit: xJAESARANGHAE

P.S.: there is someone who really thought that my last name is cullen.. ^^

Again and again..

It's been a month (or more?) since I first listened to again and again..
They 2PM even ended their promotion already.. they are now promoting their second single..
But I never get tired of this song somehow..
Everytime I see sentence that contains again and again.. I always end up singing it in my head..
Even if someone says again and again.. I always sing it in my head.. hahahaha..
I love seeing these boys performing this song wearing "normal" outfit..



credit: CodeMonmonSeason3

So.. exams are coming.. my presentation is coming.. I even have an exam tomorrow.. oral!!
I think my stressful day is coming..
Tomorrow I have this Gefahrstoffprüfung (too lazy to translate this to English.. anyone?)
I'm freaking out.. it is said that the exam will take about 1 hour or so.. what? what?
Face to face with the professor all by myself.. I am soooo gonna forget everything.. as in EVERYTHING!!! Although my friends told me the exam is easy.. but still.. I suck at this kinda thing.. *hyperventilating*
Okay.. I guess I have to get back on track now..

P.S.: I also still have to write 3 lab reports..*sigh* life of a chemistry student is not that easy..

I'm an intellect??

Your Gift is Intellect

You are a big thinker, and you're always playing with new ideas. You are curious about the world. You enjoy learning and developing new theories. You enjoy researching, analyzing, and solving problems. Thinking hard feels good! You're the type of person who finds most mental tasks to be easy. You love to stretch your brain.

What's Your Gift?

P.S. : Isn't this another way to say that I'm a geek??

I'm such a fan girl..

credit: damon70

OMG.. I used to have a huge crush on him when I was a little girl.. I collected every article about him from magazines.. I even almost went to his showcase in Singapore.. too bad my mom delayed our departure.. so I couldn't go.. but my sis and my cousin did go to the concert.. He actually came to Jakarta.. He stayed at Gran Mahakam hotel and had a showcase at one of cafes at Taman Ria Senayan.. (hahahaha..yes.. I still can remember..) but I couldn't go because it was in my final week and of course my mom wouldn't allow me to go esp. alone.. But look how he looks now.. He still looks the same.. well.. not exactly the same.. he looks more mature.. I think I fall for him again..^^ hihihi.. I'm such a fan girl..
Speaking of fan girl.. I turned my sister into a super junior's fan.. hihihihi.. actually I have told her about them since last year.. when I was there on summer break.. But a few days ago.. all of sudden she told me.. she put my korean songs playlist in imeem on repeat mode.. and she started to like super junior.. she blamed me for that.. ;P
"They're so cute and they're so gay" that's what she said..hahaha.. If those crazy teenage ELF happened to read this, I'm soooo dead... She even has her own korean songs playlist now.. hihihi..
she's officially a korean songs listener .. ^^ well.. most of the songs are super junior's though.. hihihihi Hey sis let's spazz over super junior together.. (although I'm more into 2PM lately) well.. maybe I'm gonna make her to like 2PM too.. we'll see about that.. I just realized.. maybe I am indeed korean boyband expert like Lena said.. hahahaha..

P.S.: I still can't believe I'm still fan girling at this age...><

Birthday Presents..

It's been a month since my birthday..
I've wanted to write a post about my birthday presents since I dunno.. a month ago?
But as you guys probably already knew.. I'm a true procrastinator, so I just didn't do it..
So here we go.. (The fact that I'm writing this rite now proves that I'm procrastinating..O_o)

Meike brought me birthday cake all the way from London.

Tigger Chocolate Cake

She even brought a knife so we could eat the cake rite away.. and guess what.. we did..in the middle of inorganic chemistry lecture.. hahaha.. so we were munching happily while the professor were talking.. ;P

So here are my birthday presents...

Birthday presents..^^

On the top right..it's a birthday card from my sis.. I love every card she sent me..^^ ouu.. I heard she bought me hoodie.. yeay..
errr.. does that mean no map the soul book album for me??

Next to the right.. it's a pooh bowl from Chrischani.. She told me that she felt bad because she couldn't give me a better present.. and I told her it's okay.. I love everything that has something to do with Winnie the Pooh..^^

Next one.. It's a freaking blender from the doctors.. I've always wanted to have a blender.. but I just realized.. I do need to peel the fruits before I toss into the blender, rite? -_-;; Btw, mine is more sophisticated than my sis'.. hahahaha..

Next.. I got a book and name label stickers from Meike.. Name label stickers.. I left mine back there in Jakarta.. I like to put a name label on my books..

Then.. I got ugly dolls and hair pins from Debo and my cousin.. Finally I have an ugly doll.. and u knoe what.. it is really ugly.. as in it really looks dirty.. hahaha..

Last but not least.. I got little miss sunshine sweatshirt and a self-made birthday card from Nita..
hahaha.. She actually asked me what did I want.. and I told her to see my wishlist.. but in the end she gave me a sweatshirt. I didn't list sweatshirt if I'm not mistaken..but I'm such a huge fan of sweatshirt lately..

In conclusion.. I love all the presents.. oh puh-leaassee..everyone loves presents.. -_-;;
Thank you guys...

P.S.: “A hug is the perfect gift; one size fits all, and nobody minds if you exchange it.” ~unknown~

This is our song..

credit: IAmOnlyLove

All of sudden.. I remember about them.. hahahaha.. gosh.. it's been more than 10 years..
I was not a fan of boyband when I was a little girl.. but my sister was..
But I remember I was the one who introduced Code Red to my sis.. I first saw them on MTV.. I was such an MTV freak back then.. I saw this music video (MV).. and I was like.. not another boyband.. and gosh.. look at the MV.. it's so lame.. and they're so not good looking..
So.. I knew that they were coming to Jakarta and told my sister about it..
she was such a crazy fan girl back then...she really did what a fan girl would do.. she went to the hotel where the boyband stayed.. she went to the meet and greet.. (yes.. and she didn't wanna go to Epik High meet and greet..><) she went to the showcase..and stuff like that..

My sister didn't like them at first.. I mean.. just look at the MV.. but it turned out that these boys were really nice in person.. plus.. their manager was quite good looking.. hahaha.. so..my sister became their fan.. and her friend also.. (her partner in crime)

Believe it or not.. I did (or still do?) have a picture of me with the boys.. yes.. all of them.. No.. I was not a fan of them.. and no.. I did not become one either..
So what's the story behind it?
One day my sister knew that Code Red would go to Planet Hollywood to have dinner. I have no idea how she knew about this. She was indeed a true fan girl. Okay.. back to the story. She told me and my mom to go to Planet Hollywood first "to have dinner", since she would be late because of her English course, so that she was allowed to get in to Planet Hollywood later. So we went to Planet Hollywood and yes, they really had dinner there. It seemed that the other fan girls knew about this too, but of course the security guy wouldn't let them in.
So the brilliant idea worked, my sister and her friend were allowed to get in because her mom and her little sister were having dinner inside.
In the end the boys were having this photo session, since there were many fan girls waiting for them. My sis and her friend went to this photo session.
We were done with our dinner and my mom were busy with the bill. I just sat there waiting.
Then it happened..........................................................................

My mom realized I was still there and she was like.. why on earth are you still here and not going to the photo session with your sis?
I was like.. why on earth should I do that?
In the end I was scolded by my mom for not going to the photo session thing and of course I cried. (just to remind you guys.. this happened when I was 10 or 11)
We were still there when the photo session ended. The photo session was in the VIP room or sumthin', I can't remember. My sis came and my mom still scolded me (and I was still crying)
Then the boys came out from the VIP room and my mom forced me to take a picture with the boys. She even told my sis and her friend to call them over. WTH??? (I was still tearing)
And voila.. the boys came and I got to take picture with them...all of them.They even tried to cheer me up, they hugged me, one of them, I can't remember who, even wiped my tears. WTH?? At that time I didn't say a word.. Oh come on.. I was 10 and I was such a shy little girl back then.

So I'm going to clarify this now, if one of them happen to land here and read this.
Boys, I didn't cry because I couldn't take a pic with you,but I was scolded by mom for not taking pic with you guys. But I have to admit you guys were really nice, thank you for being nice to me. Honestly I had no interest in taking pic with you guys, but I guess that made my mom happy, so I just did it for my mom's sake. No hard feeling, okay?

P.S.: Hey sis, do you think we still have the picture?

Sempurna Battle

Which version do you like? This song was really famous back then.. I dunno.. a year ago.. 2 years ago..

The 1st one is the original version by an Indonesian band named Andra and the Backbone.

The 2nd and 3rd one is a remake by an Indonesian talented female singer named Gita Gutawa. (Sorry, I'm Gita-Gutawa-biased ;P)

The 4th one is also a remake by a singer named Nicholas Teo. I have no idea who he is. I just found this on youtube this morning..

For me.. Andra and the Backbone's version won.. not because it was the first one I heard.. But the acoustic feel makes the song pretty catchy.. unfortunately.. they're not really good at live..

Gita Gutawa's version.. She remade the song for a movie soundtrack.. Version 1.. I would say it would be a perfect background music during the credit title.. I like this version better then her 2nd version.. I admit she has a beautiful voice.. but somehow her voice makes the song sound sad.. at least for me..

Nicholas Teo's version.. as I said I have no idea who he is.. but thanks to google and wikipedia.. ;P I guess he's pretty famous in Malaysia.. since I don't understand Mandarin like at all, I have no idea what he's saying (or singing). He also used acoustic guitar as accompaniment like the original version, but he also added other music instruments so it gave the song some kinda pop feel.. What I don't understand is..what's with the "sempurna"? Why on earth does he have to mention the word "sempurna"? I know it's the title of the song, but why can't he just translate it to Mandarin or just omit it? It sounds weird..and the fact that he rolled the R when he said "sempurna" made it even weirder..

But hey.. that's what I think.. It's just a matter of taste.. I believe everyone has a different taste in music.. so be nice to me..!!

So.. what do you think???

P.S.: Anyone wants to translate the lyrics to English?

*Bite..Bite..*

I really feel like biting people..
ugh.. I think my head is gonna explode in any minute..
I still have to cram a few things into my head..a few?? lotsa things..T_T
I was listening to allkpop radio while I was learning..
and this song has been played for like I don't know 10 times?
So it's stuck in my head now..

song of the day:

I guess I should stop now..still have to get back to my physical chemistry learning.. why on earth do I have to learn about this spectroscopy thing?? -_-;;

P.S.: Wish me luck guys..

What is a name?

I just know that my name has a meaning..

What funny is.. my Christian name is also Margaretha.. Gosh.. I just revealed my Christian name to public for the 1st time.. hahahaha.. so..let's take a look what Margaret means..

Meta means pearl..
Okay.. so from now on I know what to say if someone asks me what my name means.. not just say that meta is the ungünstige (what is it called in English? unfavourable?) position compares to ortho and para.. errr..that sounds so chemistry.. yeaa.. I'll stick to pearl.. haha..

You guys can check your name here..

Question.. why am I still at home at this hour??
First of all.. my first lecture for today starts at 10..
Second of all.. I think I'm gonna skip lectures today..(yups.. plural..)
I'd rather stay at home and continue learning for my exam and be a good person..
I don't wanna sit there in the lecture hall and curse the professor every second..
Although I like my last lecture for today.. which is radiochemistry...
but.. I still has a lot to learn.. -_-;;
I have to pass the exam no matter what..

P.S. : Wonder why I still have the time to write all of this nonsense instead of learning..

Vortrag..T_T

aaaaa...
I'll have my first ever presentation in German in less than 24 hours.. *hyperventilate*
I did practice a couple of times..but I'm pretty sure I will forget everything tomorrow..
what worries me a lot is whether the others will understand me..oh come on.. I'm a foreigner.. what do you expect? ;P
and the fact that I suck at public speaking is also one of the reason why I'm so scared..
Thinking about how I have to stand in front of people, explain things that I don't understand in language that I still suck at, scares the heck out of me..
What if someone ask questions? I'm not really a quick-thinker, so I can't answer things on the spot like that..
I think I'm gonna stand there with my blank mind like an idiot tomorrow..-_-;;

P.S.: Please do wish me luck.. I really need it..^_^;;

너라고.. It's you..

Actually I'm kinda Epik High biased..
So here's the story.. My sister wouldn't go to the meet and greet in SF..
But then the morning before the concert she found out that her friend was going to the concert..
So I asked him to get me a copy of the book album.. but unfortunately all the merchandise were sold out.. crazy, isn't it??
He said the concert was awesome.. I read all the fan accounts in mapthesoul.com, they all said the same thing.. it was great.. and I saw a few fancams in youtube..
yeaaa.. my sis wouldn't like it.. hahaha
Anyway.. I guess I just have to ask my sister to buy me the book album.. (and I see green light here..^^)

So apart from Epik High.. the second single from Super Junior is stuck in my head.. It's from the repackage album.. the company sure know how to gain money from those crazy teen fan girls..
Anyway.. I really like the song.. it's an upbeat tempo kinda song..
I've been listening to the song for like 5 times in a row in a day..
Here's the video (drama version).. there is another version..dance version..(actually there is a leak version too..)

credit: wondersmurf

Here's their very first performance of the song.. The choreography is ok.. nothing really special..besides the chest popping part..
notice that one of them is wearing black and white pants.. hihihi
and what's with the gray (or is it silver?) hair?? yeah.. fail..
Kyuhyun's voice is great..

credit: phyllisbun


P.S.: I have a new haircut.. I become the mini (and chubby) version of my sis..

What time is it now?

It's 2PM....*screaming like a crazy fan girl*

I think they made their debut last year.. but back then I didn't really pay attention to them..
I saw their music video "10 out of 10" and saw their debut stage... I was like.. well just another boyband.. and the fact that they were only jumping around on the stage.. doing some acrobatic things.. the boys failed to impress me..

However.............
Ever since they released their new single "Again and Again"..I've fallen for these boys.. they are effing hot.. and one of 'em has freaking six packs abs..*faint*
FYI.. these boys are younger than me.. gosh I feel like a pervert.. -_-;;
The song is somehow addictive.. I can't get it out of my head.. I even can listen to the song like 10 times in a row.. no kidding..

And their live performances.. I love 'em all.. enuff said.. just take a look at their videos..

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credit: Symbelmyns

the guy with the half-zipped shirt has 6 packs abs.. *faint*

P.S. : I heart 2PM.. *giggling like a teenage fan girl*

The birthday girl is here..

Yups.. It's me.. I'm the birthday girl.. ^^ I still can remember last year I had my birthday in Bingen.. One year has passed.. just like that..*deep sigh*

So unlike last year.. this year I'm going nowhere..
I just had lunch with my cousin..
We went to Show Me Nudelbar in Mehringdam.. because I was told to eat noodles..
According to the Chinese beliefs, noodles are eaten on birthday. They symbolize long life in the years to come..
I'm not really a supersticious person though.. but I did it anyway..
As appetizer we had spring rolls filled with duck and cabbage..

It supposed to be 4 pieces.. 2 of them were already inside our stomach.. ;P

For the main course.. I had noodles with chicken and vegetables in peanut sauce..

Chicken Ban Me

Last night my sister told me that I should buy a birthday cake..
My grandma once told me.. one has to eat birthday cake on one's birthday..the reason is the same why people have to eat noodles.. in order to have a long life..
I like this cake idea a lot better than the noodles.. ;P
So.. I went to buy myself a cake..
well.. one slice.. err.. 2 actually.. one for me and one for my cousin.. The cake was really good..

I think the cake is called Concerto or sumthin' like that

Look at the printed chocolate.. so cute..^^

So.. that's my birthday story for this year..
I wanna say thank you for all the birthday wishes via facebook, msn, phone call, sms, in person, etc..
It really means a lot to me..^^ Sorry I can't reply all your messages..
Once again I wanna say.. thank you.. terima kasih.. danke schön.. 감사합니다.. ありがとうございました..

P.S. : Look what I got this morning when I checked my e-mail.. Daniel Henney..ILU..*fan girling mode on*
P.P.S. : My cousin just told me.. the gold thing on the cake is real gold..

My Birthday Wishlist..

The title says it all..
So I'm gonna keep this post short and simple..
Here's my birthday wish list..

• Map the Soul book album
• Pieces of You by Tablo
• Ugly dolls keychain
• Egg molds..
  
• Mouse? since my puppy mouse is broken.. :'(
• Bento box
• Wicked: The Life and Times of the Wicked Witch of the West by Gregory Maguire
• Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister by Gregory Maguire
  

that's all for now... I don't even know what I want.. I'm gonna update it when I know what I want..

P.S. : I hate the fact that my b'day is getting closer and closer.. (in other words.. I'm going to be older.. T_T)

Podiatrist.. Pediatrician..

After a long discussion with my sis last night..
I just found out.. there is indeed a foot doctor..
it is called a podiatrist.. not to be mistaken with pediatrician..
hahahaha..
We even discussed how to pronounce the words.. and they do sound different.. hahaha..
Podiatry is the branch of medicine that deals with the diagnosis, treatment, and prevention of disorders of the human foot.
Pediatrics is the branch of medicine that deals with the care of infants and children and the treatment of their diseases.
It's nothing important actually.. but that's us.. we love to talk about unimportant things..

P.S. : I think I need to go to a podiatrist.. There's sumthing wrong with my toes..

Happy 1st Anniversary..

Time flies...
It's been a year since I moved here..
It's been a year since my first post..

I know that I'm not a good blogger..
I don't write that often.. I mean on a daily basis..
I only write when I have sumthin on my mind.. sumthin to share..
I just realized I often wrote when I had exam or when I was stressed out..-_-;;
or.. when I had to do sumthin.. in other words.. I am a true PROCRASTINATOR..
hahahaha...

There were times, when I was not sure whether I should write about things on my mind or not.. because they had sumthin to do with other people..
I was like.. should I write about this?? What if that person read it?? Would I hurt her/his feeling??
I know that only a few people read my blog.. but still.. I would feel bad.. so these kinda things go straight to my diary.. ;P

Also.. I realized that I should NOT write when I'm in a bad mood..when I'm depressed.. when I'm really sad..
Gosh.. I really can write things that sound sooooooo horrible..
It happened a couple of times.. but in the end.. I just didn't publish them.. ^^;

Well.. we'll see how this blog thing will go in the future..

P.S. : May Day...May Day...^^

I miss pigtails...

You are Pigtails

You are fun loving, sweet, and cute. You radiate happiness and pure joy. Your idea of style is wearing the things you love most. And you love colorful, happy things. At your best, you are optimistic and open hearted. You find the good in everything. At your worst, you refuse to grow up. You are very prone to daydreaming and fantasizing.

What Hairstyle Are You?

P.S. : I have lotsa things on my mind rite now..-_-;;

Epik High showcase..

I'm back from Göttingen.. with Nita.. (she finally decided to go with me..)
It was really fun.. I always had fun there..
We also went to Hannover and had waffles.. yuhuuu..
Not really in the mood of sharing stories about my trip..
maybe next time..

so.. the title says it all..
I was just finished watching epik high online showcase..
It was freaking awesome...
my fave goes to map the soul acoustic version..
so I'm just gonna post the 2nd part..

credit: mapthesoul

here are the other parts of the video..part 1, part 3, part 4
for real.. they're awesome.. although I don't understand Korean at all.. I only can understand the english part.. but it's worth to watch..
ou.. I heard twilight in the song "scenario" and I like MYK's voice.. ^^
happy watching!!

P.S. : Aaarrrrgghhh.. my holiday is almost over.. T_T

Map the soul...

Map the soul!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
I'm soooo waiting for today.. why? why? since today MAP THE SOUL is released..
what is actually map the soul? It's the new album from epik high.. It's a book album (a music CD and a book in one package).. and it's bilingual..
check the site out.. www.mapthesoul.com
The music video is out already.. I just need to wait for it to be subbed.. since I don't understand Korean at all.. I only can understand "no reason to live without you" and "L O V E you I was made to be with you".. I'll post the video when it's subbed..
I've seen the video already.. as expected from epik high.. they always have a great concept for their music video.. It's kinda creepy but I think it's kinda unique.. I think it really has something to do with the lyrics.. so I'll talk about this after it's subbed..
I really want to have the album..
fyi, the album can only be purchased from the website.. they sell it all by themselves.. since they're not under any major label anymore..
and I also want to have the book..
they haven't post the price for the international buyer though..
but I'm pretty sure the shipping cost will be freaking expensive..
so as soon as they post the price.. I have to do the calculation thing..
Since I'm only a poor jobless student -_-;;..I kinda have to ask permission from my mom or my sis first..
And the fact that I don't have credit card and I have no experience of buying things online...
I really have to beg my sis and my mom... since I'm dying to have the book album and the book.. aaaaaaaaaa......

P.S. : So.. I already have two things for my birthday wish list.. ;P

cold..cold..

I have a real bad cold.. my nose is red already because of the runny nose and the so-not-soft-tissue..
For real.. this is not a really good time to have a cold.. I have to study for organic chemistry exam.. which is on next Monday.. yes.. NEXT MONDAY...
Studying with runny nose is not a good idea..
aaarrrgggh.. I think I'm gonna screw up my exam.. again.. yes.. AGAIN...
Actually I passed the exam already.. *cough* with not a really good grade *cough*
but the professor gave us a chance to get a better grade.. (is it actually called grade? or score?)
Although my friend told me.. the exam is gonna be reeeeeeeeaaaaallllllyyyyyy difficult..
and the fact that I haven't studied that much.. so.. the chance that I'm gonna get a better grade is like 0%..
So.. I've been thinking.. maybe I should not take the exam.. -_-;;
I don't know...

P.S. : The weather here is going crazy.. it's getting colder and colder..

Hands off!!

I know that I was born with chubby cheeks.. (and they're getting chubbier these days..-_-;;)
and people are tend to pinch my cheeks..
My friend once said they're irresistible..
And u know what..
I'm sick of people trying to pinch my cheeks...
I'm starting to get annoyed..
my cheeks have been pinched since I was a little..
Do I have to be treated like this in my whole life?
I was helpless when I was a little.. I couldn't say no..
but now.. wanna know how I feel...
I feel like screaming...get your hands off my freaking cheeks!!!!!

P.S.: I'm really having a bad cold..-_-;;

Tablo's family picture..

This has to be the coolest family picture I've ever seen...

credit: seoulbeats

P.S. : “She got her good looks from her father. He's a plastic surgeon.”~Groucho Marx~ ^^

Dear horror movie maker..

I only have one simple request..
please let the good looking guy stay alive until the end of the movie.. don't kill him in the middle of the movie..
If your movie sucks.. at least I still have the motivation to finish watching it..
well.. if the movie sucks.. the only reason why I wanna watch it, is because of the good looking guy.. I wanna give my eyes something nice to see..
I don't wanna waste my time watching the spooky female ghost with beautiful long hair or creepy psychopath..
so please..please..please.. let him stay alive..or if you really wanna kill him.. kill him at the very end of the movie..
thank you for your attention..

P.S. : In this case the good looking guy is not the psychopath.

sincerely yours,
a girl who enjoys spazzing over good looking guys to keep her sanity.

Sorry..sorry..*updated*

call me crazy.. call me insane.. call me whatever you wanna call me..
but I have to admit.. I like super junior's new single..
I even like the new album..
And honestly.. I was waiting for the release of the video.. why??
because I saw this video of 2 guys.. Nick Bass and Trent Dickens..(who are apparently the choreographers) dancing to the song..
They were like awesome..

credit: SapphireJunior10

from then on.. the song keeps playing in my head..
Actually I'm not.. well I wasn't boyband listener.. ever since I'm into k-pop.. I shamefully listen to boyband type of music.. -_-;;
but the song is so addictive.. the tune is pretty catchy..

Actually the boys did their first performance already.. but the choreography can hardly be seen because of the lighting.. the stage.. the cameraman.. and the fact that the band has 13 member.. so I'll just post their video.. well.. there isn't much dancing either.. but it's a lot better for the eyes..

credit: CJWTown

I like the choreographers better tho..
Oh.. I can't believe that I'm fan-girling rite now.. and Kyu Hyun's voice.. it never fails to melt my heart..
I think I'm really losing my mind..

Finally I found a video of their live performance with better lighting, stage, and a lot better cameraman.. I can see the whole choreography now..

Speaking of me turning into a boyband listener.. my mom asked me if I knew the song right now by akon.. and I was like.. WHAT???
She listens to Akon?? and I listen to crappy boyband??
Shame on me!!! -_-;;

I think I should stop rite now.. before I turn 100% into a teenage fan-girl.

P.S. : Today is Friday the 13th.. spooky...

Aku suka kamu..

A friend of mine.. let say his name Andy.. ;P I knew that he has learned some Indonesian.. since Indah were in charge in organic lab.. So sometimes he kinda said sumthing in Indonesian to me.. like.. "Selamat Pagi".. "Apa kabar?".. I even taught him to say "Aku suka sushi".. hehehe
Last Friday I asked him what else he had learned.. and all of sudden.. he said.. "Aku suka kamu."
I was laughing my ass off.. ok.. not really.. since I was in lecture hall and surrounded by people..
He had no idea why I was laughing.. and if I didn't mishear.. he thought he made mistake with grammar.. btw, how did u know that phrase??
Andy.. no.. it wasn't wrong at all.. but the meaning of the sentence.. anyone who speaks Indonesian.. please do correct me if I'm wrong..
As far I know.. when a guy tells a girl "Aku suka kamu.".. it means that he likes her.. as in asking her to be his girlfriend..
So Andy.. I don't think it is a brilliant idea to say that to other girl.. esp. when your girlfriend is rite next to you.. (OMG.. I am still laughing my ass off..)
Jeannie.. don't get me wrong.. and please do tell him if you read this.. ^_^

P.S. : I'm trying to organize my time-table for next semester.. I feel like my head's going to explode.. -_-;;

Insomnia battle...*updated*

no.. it's not battle between me and insomnia.. me? insomnia? it's so impossible..
I fall asleep easily as soon as my head touches my pillow.. hahahaha..
okay.. this is not sumthing to be proud of.. -_-;;
just wanna know what you guys think about this..
which one do you prefer..??

this one is the original version by Craig David..(kyaaaa... I'm fan-girling rite now..)


credit:uploader

And this one is the remake version.. yes it's in Korean.. I heard that he was asked to make the Korean version of the song.. btw, this guy's name is Wheesung.. He's supposed to be a famous singer or producer or whatever in Korea.. (Now with English subtitle..)

credit: wondersmurf

So.. who's the winner? for me.. I definitely go for Craig David.. hehehe.. I'm Craig-David-biased..
okay..okay.. I have to be fair..
The Korean version is not that bad.. he did do a great job.. but it just sounds funny.. I mean.. I'm used to the English version and I do not understand Korean like at all..
so it just sounds weird.. ^_^;
The English version.. what can I say.. It's Craig David for heaven's sake.. hahahaha.. I'm still biased..
What do you think??

P.S. : I have PC 4 exam tomorrow.. wish me luck.. I'm freaking out..T_T

P.P.S. : After listening for like 5 times straight.. the Korean version is really not bad at all.. since the song itself is pretty catchy..

r u addicted to facebook?

I found this interesting article this morning.. yes.. like 2 hours before exam..
this is exactly why I'm so gonna fail successfully.. -_-;;
Why is it interesting??
Because I know a few people who are addicted to facebook.. hehehe.. you know who you are..
I do have a facebook account.. I do change my status quite often.. I do look at people's profile and photos.. but I don't think I'm addicted to facebook.. how about you?

Well.. like I already mentioned above.. I had exam today.. inorganic chemistry 1: chemistry of metals.. (I'm not sure if this is the rite translation)
I also had 2 exams last week.. physical chemistry 3 and organic chemistry 2 part 2..

do you guys notice.. my subjects are always ended with chemistry.. please do remind me.. why the heck do I study chemistry?

I think I'm gonna fail in pc 3.. since I did a lot of small mistakes.. well.. if you add up those small tiny mistakes.. they become one huge mistake.. well.. just wait and see..*finger crossed*
and guess what.. I passed the freaking oc 2 exam!!!!!!! It's freaking unbelievable.. the result was already online since like friday night.. as in midnight.. but my matriculation number was not on the list.. so I asked my other friends, who also took the exam.. they said theirs were on the list..
So I sent e-mail to my prof.. and he just replied it today.. he overlooked.. he meant that it was almost midnight.. then he wrote that I passed..
I almost died in happiness.. ok.. I didn't get a super great score.. but whatever!!!!!
I passed!!!!!!!!! o^_^o

P.S. : I still have exam on thursday tho.. and look what I'm doing.. well done!!!

one gloomy day..

The girl walked out the lecture hall..
She smiled.. she laughed.. she laughed at herself..
She laughed at how stupid she could be..
She laughed at how she always took things way too easy..

The sun was shining brightly..
It was so bright that it melted the ice on the street..
But it wasn't enough to brighten up her gloominess..

She walked.. and walked..
She realized..
She had reached a point where she no longer had interest in her study..
She had no longer interest in being a researcher..
She had no longer motivation to finish her study..

She walked... and walked..
The "what if" questions were popping in her head..
What would it be.. if she weren't here..
What would it be.. if she didn't exist in this world..
What would it be.. if she weren't born..

She walked.. and walked..
Without even realized it.. her tears were slowly rolling down her cheeks..
She quickly hid her face behind her hair bangs.. afraid of people noticing that she was crying..
She tried to hold back her tears..

She is no longer a little child..
She has to be strong..
But she is still a baby in heart..
A baby who needs her mommy to comfort her..

P.S. : “Italy, and the spring and first love all together should suffice to make the gloomiest person happy.” ~ Bertrand Russel ~

What am I doing?

Less than 10 hours I will have my 1st exam.. yes.. I will have exam-marathon starting tomorrow..
What on earth am I doing??
I do really have bad feelings.. T_T
I think I will forget all the things that I've tried to cram into my head..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........*panic mode on*
I really think I'm gonna have a mental breakdown tomorrow..
I just hope I won't bite people after the freaking exam...
so people.. get out of my way tomorrow.. for your own safety..*bite..bite..*
wish me luck!!!

P.S. : I got paper cuts all over my hands..

25 random things about me..

it's just sumthing that I posted on facebook last Friday..

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.

1. Irvine say tagged me, so I think I'm supposed to do this.

2. I am procrastinating rite now.

3. I still have 4 exams, instead of studying.. I am doing this..-_-;;

4. I have no motivation to study.

5. I'm majoring in chemistry by the way.

6. But I suck at chemistry.

7. I live in Berlin.

8. But I hate being here.

9. I am suicidal.

10. I always think, the best way to kill my self.

11. But the process to commit suicide is always painful.

12. So I always chicken out of the idea of committing suicide.

13. I don't go out that often.

14. I rarely socialize with people.

15. I think I'm becoming an introvert person.

16. I have my own way of thinking.

17. I create my own world.

18. I get irritated easily.

19. I don't like annoying people.

20. My face doesn't lie when I get annoyed.

21. I need to lose weight.

22. But I suck at diet.

23. I really want to get rid of my chubby cheeks.

24. Although I realize that would never happen.

25. I'm gonna tag 25 people.

Here's the thing.. there are people who are worried about me.. esp. about the suicidal things.. I really am thankful.. it does mean that there are indeed people out there who still care about me..
but I think I have to make it clear..
the list was just sumthing that came out from a person who has 4 exams in the next two weeks and she definitely is freaking out..
so.. don't worry.. read number 12.. ^_^

P.S. : And that person is still procrastinating.. -_-;;

I feel so old..*updated*

Okay.. for real.. just now.. I really knew what I wanted to write.. but..pufffff... it's gone..

Let's start by wishing happy birthday..
First...to Maria.. happy birthday.. I know that having birthday in the middle of exams week sucks.. and attending a 8-o'clock-in-the-morning-lecture on your birthday is not a really good idea.. but still.. hope u enjoy your birthday.. Gosh..you're still 20.. I feel so freaking old...

Next..to Cho Kyuhyun..

Gosh.. this guy is a lot prettier than me..-_-;;

I don't know him personally.. but I'm really such a huuuuuge fan of his voice.. his voice really melts my heart.. okay.. I guess I'm a bit exaggerating.. (fan-girling mode on) Gosh... he's still 21 and he has a great voice... >_< Here are some videos of him.. Enjoy!!

1. A whole new world by Charice Pempenco and Kyuhyun
This is the first time I saw him.. My cousin showed me this video..well he wanted to show me the girl though.. when I first saw this I was like.. wow.. that girl is freaking awesome.. and.. the korean guy is also not bad..

credit: hannon09housho

2. Kyuhyun - Snail
I just love his voice in this song.. never get tired listening to this...

credit: XtinaMaria

3. Super Junior KRY with Dong Hae sing I have a lover
I like it when he sings the high notes..

credit: XtinaMaria

4. She's gone by super junior
I have no idea what they're singing.. my fave part is when he hit the high notes.. at 3:48 u can hear the "aaaaaa...".. that's him.. hehehe..

credit: kpopcorner

I think I'd better stop now.. I still need to review a few things.. a few?? I still HAVE to review LOTSA things..

P.S. : Nita... congratulations on your "new home".. I'm waiting for the house warming party..^_^