we love goofing around..

P.S. : "A sister is a little bit of childhood that can never be lost." ~Marion C. Garretty~

so many questions...

I've been thinking a lot these days.. about many things..
so many questions popped up in my head..
about student exchange.. should I really do it? or at least try? and where? us?
and then.. I keep wondering.. if this is really what I want to do? or to be? in Germany? study chemistry?
the more I think about it.. I'm getting more and more confused..
and as always.. I don't get the rite answers..
even when my mom asked me..what I will do after I graduate..
I couldn't give her an answer..
being a chemist?? what do actually a chemist do?? spend the whole life in lab??
really... what will I do after I graduate??
well.. after I get my friggin' bachelor degree.. I think I will continue study.. and get a master degree.. rite???
but then?? what should I write in the occupation column? chemist? scientist? researcher?
what if I don't want to?
Am I wrong if I do something else that is not related to chemistry??
Is it okay if I want to be a designer??
Is it okay if I want to be a stylist??
Is it okay if I want to be a photographer??
so many questions yet no answers..

P.S. : "He who asks a question is a fool for five minutes; he who does not ask a question remains a fool forever." ~Chinese proverbs~

The freaking TOEFL

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa......
I have my TOEFL test tomorrow..
I'm dead..I'm dead.. (panic mode on)
Although I don't have that kinda pressure.. I'm still stressed out.. well.. I have to get 100 points.. but I mean it's ok if I don't get 100.. it's not the end of the world.. it only means that I cannot apply for exchange.. but my mom said it's ok..
the weird thing is.. I'm not that excited anymore with the whole exchange things..
but still.. I'm freaking out.. for real..
aaarrrgghh.. I can't think..
why do I have bad feelings??
I should sleep now..

P.S.: Wish me luck..!!! All I need is luck.. really.. -_-'

My mom is here...

Yippie.. my mom is finally here... she came on Saturday..
she brought lotsa lotsa things.. as in clothes and foods... ou.. kue cucur!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was supposed to be cleaning day.. so we kinda sped up so that we could dig in those clothes..
I have to admit.. they were like a lot.. I don't think I need to buy clothes for the next 2 years..or 3.. but I still need jacket and coat tho.. ou.. and shoes.. hehehehe..
the problem is.. I really don't know when I should wear them.. well.. I'll figure out later.. Maybe I leave some of them here...

So.. on Friday we went to Cheesecake Factory.. finally.. yuhuuuu... and I had my first cocktail..legally.. the food was great.. we also bought cheesecake.. it's not official until I eat the cheesecake.. there's still one in the fridge.. it was sooooooo good.. I could eat the whole slice by myself.. even 2.. but for the sake of my diet.. hahahaha.. we always eat it together..

TOEFL is coming.. dammit!! I'm dead..I'm dead... is there anyone out there who wants to lend me his/her English ability just for one day..just for 4 freaking hours???? pleaseeee...pleaseeee... I'm begging you...

P.S.: It's getting colder and colder each day.. Is summer over already???

my so-not-busy-weekend..

It was a quite normal weekend.. we went grocery shopping.. and of course we stopped by to buy bubble tea.. then we had brunch.. we made typical american breakfast.. bacon, sausage, and waffle with strawberry butter.. we went to the movie.. We saw Journey to the Center of the Earth.. in 3D.. it was ok.. I mean it was fun watching film in 3D.. although.. the kid behind me said that it was the best movie ever.. hihihi..
On Sunday we went to the church in the morning.. then.. off we went to Indonesian restaurant "Jayakarta" in Berkeley.. yippie.. I really miss Indonesian food.. We had even already thought of what we would eat since the night before..
We had pempek palembang and siomay bandung as appetizers.. then I had bakwan malang and es doger.. yummm.. my sister had nasi rames and nasi bungkus for my bro in law..
Ou..ou.. We also had nasi goreng ikan asin plus pete.. and mie tek tek.. (take away) huaaaaaa... I wanna go to Indo..!!!!!!!!!
I just realized it's almost 9/11.. I saw this movie called United 93.. it is named after the flight that was hijacked and supposed to hit the white house.. but the passenger fought back..so it didn't hit the White House but in the end it crashed somewhere.. it was so sad..
in conclusion (effect from toefl learning) it was an ordinary weekend.. but it was still fun..

P.S.: I demand kue cucur from my mom!!!!!

one busy long weekend..

Yes.. I did have one busy effective weekend.. it's labor day on Monday.. (September 1st) and also a friend of my sister came..it's my sis' high school friend. he said he wanted to refresh his mind.. should I say his name? well.let's just call him Mr. B...

So I had neighbor for 4 days..it meant that I had to share bathroom.
FYI..because of his existence I was having trouble with my stomach.. u knoe.. the business in toilet..
hahaha.. so.. here's what we did when he was here..

Thursday
Mr. B came.. we had a chit-chat thing.. well not we.. they did (my sis, her husband, and Mr. B). After having dinner we went to..err.. BevMo or sumthin'..to buy some wine and beers..
When we were ready to pay.. Mr. B did sumthin' hilarious.. He pushed the wrong cart.. but when he realized it was not ours. He just said.. "hey.. this is not ours" in a-so-not-guilty-tone and left the cart there and went to find ours.. my sister and I were laughing so hard.. I mean.. it can happen to everyone.. but the funny thing is that he just said it in flat tone. Then we went to the supermarket next to BevMo.. Smart and Find or sumthin'.. My sister wanted to take a look.. since it's just opened.. we wanted to buy oranges also.. Mr. B took one orange..but my sis said.. "we can't just buy one orange?".. but then in the end.. we only buy 2 oranges.. hahaha.. I knoe we're such a weirdo.. So we went home.. and my sis had to show Mr. B the way.. here's the so-not-important-conversation between them..
My Sis: Left!! Left!!
Mr. B: How? It's right turn only!!!
Then we played Taboo.. My sister was dying to play Taboo since I was here.. but it needs 4 people.. I guess.. na ja.. It was freaking funny.. since it was our (Mr. B and I) first time playing it..
We were laughing until our stomache hurt.. My fave part is the drawing... hihihi.. unfortunately we lost.. I teamed up with my sis..

Friday
Since my sis and my bro in law worked.. so Mr. B and I went to book store.. Mr. B has this reading-addiction lately.. hihi.. good for you! OMG.. I'm dying to read Midnight Sun..
Then we had lunch in Korean restaurant.. guess what.. I knew most of the songs which were being played there.. hahaha.. I guess I'm quite addicted to korean music lately..
we ordered pizza for dinner.. and we played Taboo.. again.. but this time I teamed up with my bro in law.. We won!! It was still fun.. The part that we had to explain the word using the purple doll was pretty hard.. you have to use your creativity..

Saturday
We played mini golf today.. It was my first time playing mini golf.. it was really fun actually.. but thanx to the freaking sun.. it was sooooooooooooooooo hot.. that was the reason why I was cranky.. I hate being exposed to the sun.. although my name means sun.. but..me and the sun.. it is really not a good idea.. I feel like biting people when the weather is too hot..
ou..ou.. another so-not-important-conversation between my sis and Mr. B
Mr. B: I'll give you 50 bucks if you can do hole in one
My sis: (Hit the ball.. and she did it!) ==> I'm pretty she didn't know what on earth hole in one is.
Mr. B: ...(speechless)

After one long hot day.. we went home.. took a nap.. getting ready for karaoke nite.. yuhuuu!!!
It was really fun.. except for the part that I was being scolded by my bro in law.. -_-'

We ended the day with dinner in PPQ.. we had to wait for 1 hour or so tho..


Sunday
We went to the church in the morning.. then had lunch at home.. we still had the crab and pizza leftovers.. the we went bowling.. I didn't play tho.. My sis did pretty good at the 1st round.. but not at the 2nd. Hehe.. Then we went back home.. we needed to get ready for tonite's dinner.. (we as in me and my sis).. It was my first fine dining experience.. yuhuuu.. we went to Le Colonial in SF..


Dammit.. the food was awesome.. for me the dessert was the highlight.. hehehe..

look at the hearts..

then my sister wanted to take a walk in Union Square.. we took some pictures..since we don't have that sophisticated camera.. the pictures are not that super sophisticated.. ?????


So.. that was my busy long weekend..

P.S.: Happy Labour Day!