I'm a BIT of a procrastinator..

You Are a Bit of a Procrastinator

You tend to get things done in a timely manner, but you can't help but put off tasks you hate. You have no problem getting the fun or easy stuff done. You generally enjoy taking care of responsibilities. However, if a task arises that you dislike, it might get shelved for a long time. And even though it's human nature to procrastinate, your procrastination is hindering your productivity. Take a look at the things you are putting off doing. Do they really need to be done? Complete any task that's important. The other stuff you're procrastinating is probably not worth doing.

Are You a Procrastinator?

P.S. : I am now procrastinating..-_-;;

To whom it may concern..

So.. I wanna clarify sumthing..
One of my friend from uni.. should I say her name? well..let say her name is Jeannie.. Jeannie once told me.. that sumtimes when another friend of mine.. let say he's John.. when John talked to me.. I gave what-do-u-want-from-me-look.. or easier to say.. annoyed-look..
Then I asked Jeannie.. did I really do that? And she said.. yes..
I was surprised.. because.. I have never had any intentions to give that kinda look..
Then I told Nita about this.. and I asked her again about this just now.. (just wanna make sure ;P)

Me: Nit.. do I really that often give annoyed-look?
Nita: yes..

So.. here I am..trying to clarify this..
I do have to admit.. that I do get annoyed easily.. I can't stand annoying people..who can?
When I'm not in a good mood.. when I'm in a really sensitive mode.. it's a lot easier for me to get annoyed.. a tiny simple annoying thing can get me on my nerves..
but I'm not a type of person who holds a grudge..
and I do admit that I can't avoid giving "the look".. most of times I don't realize that I give that kinda look.. I guess I was born with "the look".. so people.. you guys just have to bear with it..
So people.. when I gave that kinda look when you guys are talking to me.. please.. please.. please.. understand.. I really don't mean to be rude or anything.. it just happens subconsciously.. I can't control it..

And of course.. I wanna apologize in advance when I give you guys "the look"..
and John.. sorry for giving "the look".. I've never meant to do that.. ^^

P.S. : “Good advice is often annoying - bad advice never is” ~French Proverb~

Pieces of me..

Whew.. not a good start in a new year..
hehehe.. I'm becoming a bad blogger.. and also a bad diary writer.. -_-;;
maybe I should add this to my resolution's list..==> write my blog more often..
So here's update about my life..
The exams are coming in like 2 weeks? 3 weeks?
I don't have motivation to study..
I hate the fact that I study chemistry..
I'm sick of learning things that have sumthing to do with chemistry..
My mood is really like a roller coaster.. In one minute I feel so happy.. another minute I feel so freaking depressed...
I really do worry about my sanity...I think I'm losing my mind..
The fact that I decided to go to Germany is a proof that I've lost my mind..
well.. I'm here already.. what can I do..??

Ou.. I really wanna read this book..

credit: seoulbeats

he is no Shakespeare.. he is no Charles Dickens.. he is one of member of the south korean hip hop (is really hip hop??) group, Epik High.. he's Tablo.. he graduated from Stanford..majoring in English literature.. so.. this is why I'm so freaking curious to read his book.. I think the book is a compilation of short stories from his time spent in US.. aaaaa.. I really wanna read this book...

Speaking of Epik High.. here's another great concept of their music video..

credit: wondersmurf

So... last sunday I was skyp-ing with my mom and my cousin.. and guess what... I'm officially getting fatter.. T_T even my mom said my cheeks now are a lot chubbier.. compare to when I was in Hawaii... WTH????

P.S. : “The second day of a diet is always easier than the first. By the second day you're off it.” ~Jackie Gleason~

2009.. here we come..

Happy New Year 2009 everyone.. !! It's a bit late.. I know.. but I was away.. I spent my new year's eve and new year in Prague..
I'll write about my trip next time..
Let's talk about new year resolution..
my 2009 resolution is.......*thinking*
my2009 resolution is........* still thinking*
ok.. my 2009 resolutions are...

1. learning a new language.. either Japanese or Korean.. although I'm fully aware that Mandarin is a lot waaaayy more important.. but I gave up learned Mandarin long time ago..
2. improving my German English..
   
3. being more diligent..
   
4. trying to be a nice person..
5. losing weight.. -_-;;
   
6. trying to complete all my resolutions..

P.S. : “We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year's Day.” ~Edith Lovejoy Pierce~

Still sick..but getting better...

I think it runs in the family.. My cousin was back yesterday.. although he told me he would be back on 29th.. but then he told me he was wrong..
I told him that I'll leave on 30th.. but then I told him I was wrong.. I'll leave on 31st..
We do have problem with remembering dates.. hahaha

Anyway.... I'm getting better.. although not fully recovered.. but I don't have fever anymore..
Since I told my cousin I'm sick... I still have cold though.. and cough a bit..
He made soup for me.. awwwww.. I'm so touched..

What am I doing?? I should start packing stuff..

P.S. : I really am a procrastinator...-_-;;

Merry Christmas..*cough..cough..sniff..*

It's second day of Christmas.. so I'm wishing everyone a very merry Christmas.. How was your Christmas? Hope it was a lot better than mine..

So.. I spend my Christmas eve alone.. went to the church all by myself.. I really missed my mom at that time.. and I knew that my mom was sick.. she got a really bad flu.. :(

On Christmas day.. I woke up in the morning and I was like.. "this can't be happening to me.. esp. not today.." I got a really bad sore throat.. and I really needed my voice.. and my head hurt so bad.. I couldn't even get up.. It even hurt when I coughed.. my first thought was.. I got freaking flu..
Question.. is it possible that my mom infected me via text message?? yea rite...
But then I managed to get up and get ready..
And of course I gave my best to sing.. oh come on.. I've been practicing for like 2 months? I couldn't give up just because of my freaking sore throat..
In the end.. I couldn't reach the high notes.. but surprisingly.. I could reach the low notes that usually I couldn't.. hahaha..
And I stayed until late even I wasn't feeling so well.. I even took picture with "Afgan".. kyaaaaaa... Afgan.... (I'm in my 2nd year of my uni but still fan-girling..WTH??)

And today.. here I am lying on my bed with 38°C fever and writing these things..
I really should sleep now...

P.S.: I want my mommy!!! T_T

My grown-up Christmas list..

I really love this song.. I've heard this song since last year.. but I never get tired of this song.. I really love the lyrics..
Here's the lyric.. I really wrote the lyrics when I listened to this song..
I know.. I can just google it... but since I was a little girl I like to write the song lyrics.. while I was listening to the song..practicing my listening skill.. hehehe..

My grown up Christmas list
Michael Buble's version

Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you with childhood fantasy
Well, I'm all grown up now
Can you still help somehow?
I'm not a child, but my heart still can dream

So here's my life long list
My grown-up Christmas list
Not for myself, but for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars will never start
And time would heal all hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown-up Christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth?
Maybe only in that blind belief can we ever find the truth...

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown-up Christmas list
This is my only life long wish
This is my grown-up Christmas list..



Credit: theMONhead

P.S.: Happy sing along everyone..!! Please do tell me if I made mistakes with the lyrics..