I'd love to work for Disney..

You Should Work for Disney

You see the big picture, and while you delight in details, you don't get hung up on them. You are original and independent. You're making your own trends and carving your own path. You have your own vision, and it's important to you to express it. You embrace your quirks. Work is very important to you. Work gives you meaning.

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Happy 3rd Anniversary!

Dear bloggie,

We've been together for 3 years..
I share my stories, thoughts, and feelings with you..
I'm sorry I've abandoned you for too long..
I'm not gonna blame my internet connection this time..
It's just that I don't have any stories to share..
I've been bad to you since I've met Twitter..
But deep down in my heart.. I really miss you..
Please don't be mad at me..
I'm thinking of telling you stories again soon..
So let's start a new chapter..

P.S.: "A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step" ~ Lao Tzu

Welcome 2011..

It's 2011 already.. Happy new year everyone..
oh.. how I miss my blog.. yes.. I admit that I've abandoned this blog for too long..
I don't blame the internet connection this time.. it's just me.. I don't feel like writing, sharing or anything..
I've just realized, actually I have some posts that I haven't published yet.. even there are some posts that I haven't finished..
So after this I'll re-read them and maybe I'll publish the posts.. maybe.. hehehe..

Year 2011.. honestly it doesn't feel like it's 2011.. I don't know.. it just feels the same as 2010..
maybe it's because of the fact that I didn't celebrate it..
yesterday I only went to church to attend the new year's eve mass.. then I went home.. flipped through channel.. saw the countdown.. and continued watching movie.. that was it.. nothing really special..

Time does fly really fast.. it feels like I just came back from Berlin yesterday.. but no.. it's been 4 months already.. and I'm still jobless.. hyahahaha..
I actually planned to apply for grad school.. but I don't think I'm ready for it..
so I try to find a job first.. if there is any.. -___-;;

I don't have any resolution for this year.. I mean I'm a hardcore procrastinator.. so what's the point of having resolution list when I hardly do the list..
I just wanna be a better person.. and do better this year.. learn from last year mistakes.. yups.. that sounds pretty good to me..

P.S. : "The object of a new year is not that we should have a new year. It is that we should have a new soul" ~G. K. Chesterton~

Sweet memories..

Someone forced me to do this.. Hehehe.. Naaahh.. I promised her to write sumthing about her.. And vice versa.. I planned to do this homework when I was still in Berlin due to the fact that I have super lame internet connection in Jakarta.. But I was busy with packing and stuff back then.. So here I am writing this as I promised her..
Warning: This is gonna be a long post.. So be prepared my friend!

Yunita Wongso Dw* Pa***i.. Yes.. I still remember her full name.. - think she's gonna flip out after reading that I just mentioned her full name.. U have a pretty name, young lady! *the owner of the name mentioned above asked me to censor her full name so that nobody can google her*

I met her for the first time at my dorm's common room.. "That's Juni's sister,"sumone told me.. I had heard the rumor about Juni's sister coming to Berlin before.. She wore winnie the pooh t-shirt at that time.. Honestly.. I didn't pay too much attention to the person who was wearing it.. Since pooh was more attratctive.. Hehehe
Btw Nit, do u still remember what we did back then? Here are some clues.. Debo, magazines, guys.. Hohoho.. Ring a bell?

On one gloomy day (at least for me), we chatted on msn.. Question! How on earth did I get ur msn? Actually.. I just random picked whoever was online on msn that day and Nita was the lucky one.. (You should be proud Nit.. Hahahaha) but I think we were still awkward at that time..

One fine day.. We finally went on our "first date".. Errrr.. This sounds really wrong.. But whatever.. Hahahahahaha.. We went to Impala.. (I miss Impala already.. One small elephant vanilla please!) I lent her my notes from my German course.. (Btw, I couldn't find the damn things anymore.. Did someone borrow those notes?) Honestly.. I couldn't recall what we were talking about.. (I surely need ginkgo biloba..) Nit, was that when we came besties?

As far as I remember after that we hung out pretty often, rite? Mostly we studied together.. Yes study..at Hugendubel, Starbucks, FU Bibliothek, where else? Me with my chemistry text books and notes.. Nita with her dictionary and literature books..
Nit, do u still remember? Once u studied at my place while I was busy decorating my ikea photo frames.. Hehehe.. In the end we went to Impala, u still studied while I was enjoying my time.. I helped u a bit tho..well at least I thought so..

Apart from study, we also went together for lunch, shopping, to movies, photo hunting, even just for coffee break. Ouuu..don't forget our trip visiting the doctors.. Nita was my gabbing partner in Berlin..we talked about everything..like eveeerrrryyyything.. She told me that I talked like a teenager.. -__-;; and it seemed that when we were together something weird happened.. The guy at Potsdamer Platz with his annoyed gf was epic.. Btw, how's that Bible study guy at Potsdam doing?

Gosh.. I really have a lot to tell about this one super friend of mine.. I seriously can go on and on and on and on.. She is a really good friend..best friend I would say.. Altho we are *beep* years apart.. I don't feel any generation gap.. Even when I was in a bad mood, her existence can really cheer me up.. I always felt comfie when I was with her.. She often told me "u're smart" and I hate it.. I am not smart Nit! Duh!? (This goes out to all of people who have ever said that to me too)

Now we are miles apart.. I cannot reach her in 15 minutes.. We cannot say.. Let's meet up at Potsdamer Platz..or I'll meet u at Wittenberg Platz..or let's go for lunch, what would u like to eat..
I knew this time would come..but not this soon.. Honestly.. I wasn't ready to say goodbye.. But hey..life goes on.. I have to face the fact that I have to talk to her via bbm.. (Thx to the mentality of Indonesian)
Nit.. I hope we can still be besties when we meet in future.. I hope u would still be the same or even better Nita.. I wish u all the best luck in the world.. And hope that u could find Mr. Ben.. Introduce him to me, u need my approval first.. Hahaha
Thx for being a part of my sucky life in Berlin, Nit! *big hug*

P.S.: "Remember, this is not real! Cyber world is the real one!" ~Nita and Meta~

Bachelor of Science...

Yes.. after a long 4 and a half years.. I finally got my bachelor degree.. hurray..

Just like Tablo said, the fastest way to get out of school is either expulsion or graduation.. In my case.. I chose graduation..

I didn't do very well in my defense, I was panic and I just couldn't think.. I went blank.. nothing came into my mind..

After it was done, I was told to wait outside while they decided my grade.. And after I walked out the door.. everything came back into my mind.. I knew this was coming..

But hey.. life goes on.. honestly.. I don't really care about my grade.. I mean.. I just wanna effing graduate.. that's my goal.. but it seems that grade does matter for some people.. and especially for grad school..

Now I'm already in Jakarta.. with this super slow internet connection.. yes.. I left Berlin for good..

I've never thought that I would leave Berlin this soon.. okay.. I've always wanted to leave Germany as soon as possible..

but.. I think this is just too soon..

Honestly, I wasn't ready.. and I still feel I'm not ready..

I have this love-hate relationship with Berlin and I"m still not ready to end this relationship.. hehehehe..

So.. I finally got my bachelor degree.. and next?

I have no idea what I'm going to do.. I really don't..

I wanna continue my study.. because I think bachelor degree is not enough to survive in reality..

My sister told me to continue in US.. and I am tempted to do what she said..

but the nearest university to her place are UC Berkeley and Stanford..

Sis, u knoe what..ur little sister is not qualified enough to apply for grad school there..

Only miracle can make that happen.. and I'm not a 100% miracle believer..

P.S.: So long Berlin.. hope to see you again..

My birthday is coming..-_-;;

Someone asked me to make a birthday wish list..
there might be things that are beyond the budget.. things that I can only beg my mom or sis to buy for me.. but hey.. it's my birthday wish list..

1. First on the list..I want the damn iPhone..

2. Miss Marc by Marc Jacobs bag

3. mouse ballerina.. also by Marc Jacobs..

4. Pieces of You by Tablo
5. The Amazing Adventures of Working Girl by Karen Burns
6. Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister by Gregory Maguire
7. How Starbucks Saved My Life by Michael Gill8. I want my mom and sister and Henney aka Drinaaa.. Drinaaa... to be here with me and celebrate my birthday together.. ^^

9. This watch.. yes.. by Marc Jacobs..
10. Scholarship to Stanford grad school would be really appreciated.. ;P

11. any kind of cheesecake from Cheesecake Factory as my birthday cake would be nice..
12. the most realistic one.. I need new earphones..

I'm running out of idea.. honestly I don't know what I want for my birthday..
*sigh* I'm seriously not excited about my birthday..
The fact that I'm getting older and haven't graduated yet is haunting me..

P.S. : I'll update the list if I know what I really want..

Happy 2nd Anniversary..

It's been 2 years since I blogged here..
I know I'm not a good blogger.. I barely blog lately..
Well.. I think I become more and more anti social lately.. to the point that I start hating people..
I don't feel like telling stories.. sharing what's on my mind.. I just don't..
and the fact that nothing much happened in my life..
But I do still tweet.. but I don't tweet as often as I used to..
I think the micro blogging thingy really kills the real blogging..
Actually I did write a couple of posts.. but I just kept saving them or even deleting them..
It was just too much for me to click the publish post button..
Well.. some of the posts sounded too depressing... so I thought maybe I shouldn't publish them.. Let's hope that I can keep this blog alive..

P.S. : I just realized it's a good thing that I started on May Day so I always remember.. hehe..