I was soooo embarrassed..

I was humiliating my self yesterday.. even if I'm thinking of it.. I still feel embarrassed..

so here goes..yesterday I have this briefing about safety in lab.. and in the end we kinda had to re-enact accidents that could happen in labs.. and the other were supposed to learn what kind of action they should take.. in other words.. they were supposed to help. So.. I was picked.. dammit!

Even before I started to act..I was already humiliating myself.. I was sitting on the table..and when I jumped down.. I hurt my foot.. hahaha I was injured before I acted as an injured person.

My case was.. I was splashed..or accidentally poured chemicals to my sleeve.. So I had to pretend that my hand hurt so bad.. they should actually take off my clothes.. but I had to insist that I don't want to.. since there were boys.. the point was.. they were supposed to take me to other room.. or kick the boys out of the room.. hahaha.. although my friends told me I did great job.. I still felt so embarrassed.. I felt like burying myself alive.. -_-'

ou..I really am gonna kill the postman with my own hand!!! My birthday card from my sister hasn't come.. and I don't think it will.. it's like the second time it happens to me.. what is wrong with my mail?? dammit!!!

so..plan of the day.. study organic chem for the whole day.. *finger crossed*.. well.. in the end I will spend more time to clean up my room than study.. hahaha.. I said spend not waste.. hehehe

P.S. : “If you have embarrassed yourself and are going to laugh about it someday, you might as well start today.” ~unknown~

I only have one week..

Yups.. I only one week left.. I didn't realized that my organic chem exam is like next week.. It's because I don't have a bloody calendar at home..well.. I do have a super mini calendar.. but it's not helping... and of course in my mobile phone.. but for real.. I didn't realize that it's almost end of may.. aaaaa...help!!!!

Today I went to the dentist..again.. because of this bloody filling I had to skipped my lecture.. I dunno what was wrong with it.. I just used dental floss.. and the filling just popped out.. well.. I made it to organic lecture tho.. After break.. Ralf came with cake in his hand.. yippie.. cake..cake.. it was like bienenstich..but it wasn't..yea.. whateva.. it's delicious.. his girlfriend made it..And the biochemist-wannabe stared at the cake when Ralf cut it.. yea rite.. it was only for us.. ;P

the cake that made Julian forget about his diet

after a while...^^

I planned to do my PC homework today in uni.. but I thought it wouldn't take that long.. I ended up stay in uni until like 4 or sumthing.. hahaha.. and I don't feel like studying anymore.. (deep sigh) The problem is.. no matter what.. I have to pass all exams in this semester.. since I'm not gonna be here to write the make-up exams.. aaaarrrggghhh...

So.. I managed to make an appointment in US embassy regarding to my visa... I have to prepared lotsa things.. my things-to-do-list is getting longer and longer.. I'll do it after the exam.. I MUST do it after the exam.. visa thing, flight ticket, exchange thing..

Dammit..it's this late already.. better of to sleep then.. I need energy for tomorrow.. for studying of course.. ^^

P.S. : “Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back.” ~Harvey MacKay~

you've gotta be kidding me..

Cinta Laura...before you learn how to sing properly..please..learn how to do the lip sync thing properly..

Crazy about vampire..

I'm in love with these books.. in love with the Cullens.. I've never thought that vampire's life could be this interesting.. hihihi.. It started when Nita told me about Twilight. I borrowed it from her.. and look now.. I'm crazy about vampire.. As soon as I finished the first one.. I bought the 2nd one (New Moon) rite away.. hahaha.. the 2nd one is still in progress.. I'm such a slow reader.. since I don't have that much time lately.. aarrrgghh.. and I can't wait to read the 3rd one (Eclipse). Yes..I already have it.. Thx to Nita.. It was my birthday present from her.. I guess she planned to buy me the 2nd one.. but it was too late because I already bought it.. hihihi.. I can't wait to read Eclipse.....

Eclipse with my own Edward ^^

My physical chemistry lab is over...finally.. but I still have to deal with protokoll.. I still have to finish the last one.. plus.. correct the hydratation protokoll.. -_-'

In 2 weeks I'll have organic exam.. and I haven't studied yet.. I'm so dead.. arrrggh.. and I have to prepare things fo the exchange program.. yups.. I'm willing to do the exchange program.. well I still don't know.. I'm still not sure though.. But hey.. still wanna try.. It's nothing wrong with trying, rite? If it's not working.. then I guess I stick with my old plans.. hehehe..

I have lotsa things to do for the exchange program.. TOEFL preparation.. recommendation letters.. study proposal..bla..bla.. have to go to my professor asking about credit transfer and stuff.. but wiht the exam in 2 weeks.. arrrrgghhh... I guess I'll do it after my exam..

aaarrrrgggh... I need more time pleaaaaseeeee....

P.S.: “To achieve great things, two things are needed; a plan, and not quite enough time.” ~Leonard Bernstein~

I need more time..

I knoe.. I'm such a bad blogger.. haha.. what can I say.. this protokoll thing keeps me busy.. hfff.. why.. why.. why do I study chemistry???? seriously..why???

Ok.. lately I really have lotsa things to do.. uni things doesn't count..it's another story..I still have to call the american embassy regarding my visa.. but then my mom came up with this idea.. I should fly back to jakarta.. and then we go to my sister together.. it means that I have to look for flight tickets.. aaaaaaarrrrrrr..
It's not like that I don't want to.. I mean.. jakarta.. come on.. I miss my hometown.. with all the air pollution, traffic jam, dirtiness, malls.. foods.. yuhuuuu.. but trust me.. It's not gonna be cheap.. we'll see about that..

Ou.. I received quite a lot presents this year.. I didn't expect it actually.. Wishing me happy birthday is enough to make me happy.. but presents is much..much.. better.. hahaha.. oh come on.. is there anyone who doesn't like presents?? thx a lot friends.. Here.. I show u what I've got..

my birthday presents..

my lappy now has a dog..

but I still haven't received birthday card from my sister.. :( Mr. Postman..where are you??

P.S.: “If you are single there is always one thing you should take out with you on a Saturday night... your friends.” ~Sarah Jessica Parker~

Happy Birthday to me..

This is my 3rd birthday in berlin.. I'm getting older.. and I'm still in college..
yeah whatever.. so.. I'm going to Bingen today.. it's long weekend.. well I skip class today.. hehe.. I'm gonna meet Lena, Mul, Merwin, Susan and of course Jimmy.. he's the host.. and I wasn't invited by the host.. Lena did.. hihihi.. I think it's gonna be so much fun.. plus Jimmy has sophisticated camera.. I think the pictures will be great.. hahaha I spent the last few days dealing with protokoll.. dammit! The assistant was not helping either.. she had no idea what we should write..what we should do.. we went to her office and asked her because our ggraph was so not normal.. so we wanted to ask her.. but she was like.. ouu.. I don't know.. I haven't corrected any protokoll (what is protokoll in english actually?) what the???
Ggrrrr... I don't care if she'll give us bad marks.. as long as we pass.. I don' give a damn! I just don't wanna deal with her ever again.. ever... well.. I'll just go and have some fun in Bingen.. (I have no idea where Bingen is.. hihihi)

P.S.: “Life is either a great adventure or nothing.” ~Hellen Keller~

What a day..

I'm so freakin' tired.. I just got home like at 8:45 pm.. yups.. I was in uni the whole day..
thanks to the damn protokoll.. what is protokoll in english actually?
I brought my lappy today.. well.. the point of buying laptop instead of desktop computer was so that I could bring it to uni.. but look what I've done.. I left my lappy at home.. it's not as light as I thought.. hihihi..
Since I brought my laptop.. so I went to zedat to deal with the internet connection..
So now I can be on line all the time..even if I'm in uni.. yippe..
but I don't think I would bring my laptop that often.. since it's quite heavy..
I think I'll be shorter and shorter if I bring it everyday.. haha..
Ou.. I just bought my first online ticket.. hahaha.. and it took like half an hour or so.. haha I just kept clicking back.. hahaha.. made sure that I really did it rite.. I just don't really trust this on line thing.. I dunno why.. I just don't..
gosh it's this late already..phew.. I should have continued my protokoll tho.. but I'm so freaking tired.. what shud I do???

P.S. : “One thing that's good about procrastination is that you always have something planned for tomorrow.” ~G. B. Stern~

House warming party..

Welcome to my new home.. (applause)
Finally.. after a verrrryyyy long journey.. seriously.. hehe..
So.. I start to share my so-not-important-stories here.. I will try my best to keep my blog updated.. but don't expect too much.. don't expect me to write everyday.. hey.. I have a life.. although it's boring and not interesting.. hehehe.. but still it's my life.. plus.. I'm a girl who has lotsa activities.. yea rite.. hahaha.. naaah.. I just like to procrastinate.. so it seems like I need more than 24 hour a day.. esp. during the semester.. arrrghh.. I miss my beauty sleep..
Anyway.. I just want to introduce my new blog.. that's all..
enjoy your stay here!!! ^_^
Feel free to write comments.. hihihi...

P.S. : "The ornaments of your house will be the guests who frequent it." ~Author Unknown~